` naughtyME

2008-05-09T11:00:00.001-07:00

wow. its been lyk years since i last blog. laughs. recently quite a no of things happened. and i must say, as tym passes, we'll see the true colours of a person. its lyk so tiring can. first u tot this person is nice. next, she/he backstabbed u. and make u ponder why this person will do such things. cause all along this person is lyk super nice to u. piang! i reali dun uds. someone pls enlighten me!! -____- it reali dun feel good to be backstabbed by someone u call fren. and i even cried cause of that incident. piang! felt so stupid to have wasted my tears fro someone lyk ... sighs. anw, wast over is over. dun wish to say too much abt that incident. jus make me feel so so sad. =(

next up, work. soo tiring man. sometyms i feel lyk im a super woman. wahahaa. still be able to have so many activities after a long day at work. tsktsk. but reali, it aint easy k. i was late fr consecutively 2 days for work. felt damn paisei. ha! and i nearly doze off many tyms at work. esp after lunch. as the saying goes, chi bao bao shui du du. dunno if ur have heard it before. it is from a kid's song. grins. new packages coming in next week. so will be super duper busy. mite be chiong-ing ot. earn more bucks. haas. though its tiring la. but when da pay cheque comes at the end of the mth, it made everythin worth it. LOL

trg was pretty fun. =D no more competitive vball. jus leisure playing. no stress, no nth. haas. their comp is round the corner. hopefully they'll be able to clinch da champ. =D now that we have 2 pretty strong players, tink getting first or second is peanuts. LOL. more team bonding will do the job i guess. as in, they've got the skills and brain. they jus lack team spirit. well, all da best gals! do sp proud man! haas.

office politics is a dread. i reali wish to stay far far away from it. but somehow, unknowingly, i was dragged into one. sighs. its lyk wth. prob i wasnt that capable as other aqs. but hey, im still new in this line. and im reali trying very very hard to produce work to ur expectations rite. argh. EMO!

lastly, my bf's playing mj now. teeheehee. win more $$ ya. i benefit too. grins.

take care all.

MUACKK!

2008-03-01T10:02:00.000-08:00

went to bugis with my cousy today. bought 2 dresses, a top and a yellow skinny. woots. feels so so great! LOL. got the dresses and skinny at real good prices! less than 20 each. =p the top was the most expensive. it costs me $33. the original price was $35.9o. after much persuasion, the auntie gave me a $2.9o discount. though i feel i cld have bought a similar top at somewhere else and at a cheaper price, watever lahs. haas. its in my cupboard now. cant regret. anw, i can wear that to work. so its still alrite. hee.

after that we went to kinokuniya to shop for fashion mags. its not cheap eh. haas. $7+ for a chinese mag wch is as thick as seventeen. and seventeen only costs lyk $3+? haas. but its pretty worth the money, cos inside u can read abt the latest fashion in taiwan or in japan. shall buy myself one aft my next pay day. teeheehee. oops. i can borrow from my cousy wat. LOL.

had pizza and kfc for dinner. my aunt's treat. hee.

its 2.1o am and i still cldnt get to slp. argh. my mind kip wandering off.

as we grow up, we realise alot of things aint as simple as we tot they're. and as we get more emotional, more sensitive and older, the probs we faced are more difficult, requires more brain work and not always solved. sighs. i miss being in my mummy's tummy. = (

i miss/am missing/missed *uoy*

2008-02-27T06:57:00.000-08:00

went to town with an zai today. soo bakcek can. i got this $200 worth of em jewellery voucher but i CANT use! argh! the voucher can only be used on ordinary items, not those special ones. and we spent almost lyk half an hr there deciding wch to get and wch suits my budget and when ive decided wch to get, this salesgal came and told us that i cant get that ring (worth $260) cos its a special item and cannot be bought using the voucher! saded! and we goto choose others ORDINARY jewelleries wch costs a bomb and the min i have to top up is a $100 to get one pathetic one sided ear ring! felt so cheated. please please, anyone wanna purchase that $200 voucher from me?!?! so i cld get the cash and buy that $260 ring. simply LOVE it! its soo tai-tai. LOL. wonder if an zai will get it for me as my bdae prezzy. wahahaa. i MUST be dreaming. WAKE UP EILEEN! =x

anw, after that we went to taka. food therapy! LOL. we tried this i-forgot-wat-was-its-name yogurt, an zai had blackforest and cookies crumbs and mine was blueberry. it was alrite, though i wished i had bought venezia's belgium choco instead. teeheehee. an zai bought a pair of new shoes at taka cos her blister was killing her! LOL. see! an zai, ur GUESS shoe gave u soo much probs. i can buy 4 pairs of more comfortable shoes at the price of one pair of ur GUESS shoe. wahahaa. with a more comfortable and blister-free shoe, we head down to far east. e bumped into liwei and fiona and we had nai cha. yummy yummy nai cha. thumbs-up! =D we went into this tshirt shop and when i browsing thru the shirts, the metal rod came off. goodness gracious! i din do it on purpose, swear! i jus wanted to take this shirt down and suddenly the whole came off. i was soo guilty. kip apologising to the lady and an zai did nth but LAUGH! soo mean rite. argh. how come i got such mean fren! =x okie lahs. she's not THAT mean afterall cos she paid for my nai cha. LOL. anw, the shirts there are super nice. we intend to go back to buy the shirt on fri. with therene! buy 3 got 20% discount. hee. so singapo-lang rite. wat to do. im one! LOL. saw rachel, lianxin and meihui in town too. sadly, rachel was on the phone so cldnt talk. darling, meet up someday aiights. ur badly missed. *huggs*

high tea on fri! so lookin forward. =D

i headed home after shopping and an zai went to ps to meet liwei and fiona. her secong tua. haas. it was super packed on the train man. hate it! gonna start a full tym job in 2 wks tym. lookin forward to it. but hate the morn and after work crowds. argh. and my dad wont fetch me home cos got ERP! argh. hates.

maybe i shld try to let go.

2008-02-19T06:39:00.000-08:00

a day out with xiao ying'er!

[ we walked from tanjong pagar to esplanade! ]

[ beautiful background rite? hee. ]

[ camwhoring sessions in esplanade's toilet. hee. ]

[ me, myself and i ]

[ xiao ying'er ]

[ me, myself and i ]

THANKS FOR ACCOMPANYING ME OUT TODAY~
LOVE YA LOTS! <3

2008-02-19T06:21:00.000-08:00

a day to IMM with peian and jared! =D
after our safety test, i went home to pack my stuffs and me, peian and jared went to watch ck7 at jurong point. the show was not bad. quite touching towards the end. some parts quite funny als0. haas. i wanna watch kungfu dunk lehs! argh! it seems lyk everybody has watch it except me! =( anw, after the show we wanted to sing karaoke at chevron but it wasnt open. so we went to imm instead. me and peian had the delicious sotong and ate jared ate the dancing chicken~ weeooowee~ LOL. its jus fried chicken lahs. haas. after that we went secret recipe for high tea! wahaha~ lyk tai tai life. i had the chocolate slice. i forgot the name. hee. jared had cheese cake and peian had macadamia nut slice. the tea was nice. its call darjeeling. wierd name rite? haas. but u reali mus try it when u visit secret recipe the next tym! =p

[ i lyk to take snapshots of ppl. haas. tis dark figure is peian! ]

[ still peian! =p ]

[ our yummy cakes! the bottom rite is mine! =p ]

[ with the drinks ]

[ thats peian! ]

[ at secret recipe! ]

[ direct translation from JARED, jie-leng ]

[ still jie-leng ]

[ somemore jie-leng. LOL ]

2008-02-19T06:01:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BELATED VALENTINE'S DAY~! =D
when ure single or when ur bf is in camp, the only way to pass ur lonely vday is to spend it with lovely frens or work. =p me, sophia, jared, ck, mary and hazwan went to hep out at this radio show at raffles place on vday. its organised for initially 6 couples who manage to stop smoking for at least 2 wks for their loved ones, but sadly, 4 couples last min withdraw on that day. the remaining 2 couples are soo sweet can. the malay couple even brought their child along! soo happy for them when they won the race. =D aww~ how i wish my boy will stop smoking for at least 2 wks! hmms, oh well, i shall not be greedy. a wk is fine with me. LOL. after that we went to marina square for lunch. we wanted to eat sakae buffet. but as it was vday, buffet wasnt available. shucks! so we had to eat ala carte instead. i had teriyaki chicken bento. common but delicious! yums. after that we went to bugis for desserts! i forgot the name of the dessert i ate. hmms, it has got barley, ginko nuts and this paper lyk thingey. haas. forgot wats it's name le lahs. its real nice and nourishing. err, i tink. haas. ohya ohya, the host for the radio show was jean danker (i dunno how to spell her name lahs. haas. but she's real hot! no doubt. ) =D

[ well, as usual, i lyk to play with my leftovers and the sauces on the table. i made this specially for JARED. cos he was the only guy that day! =p ]

[ our delicious desserts! the one at the bottom left is mine! =p ]

[ see how nice it was! LOL ]

2007-11-15T08:40:00.001-08:00

im back! =D

its been donkey years since i last blogged.. lols.. was busy with tests and fyp lahs.. finally, tests over! i passed my ct!! miraculously.. lols.. john chan is becomin more and more efficient.. we had our est&costing paper last fri and he returned our papers on mon.. tsktsk.. i can still rem last fri before the paper, me, jared and peian went to look for him to clarify some doubts on the module.. the moment jared stepped in, he asked if the retest was difficult.. and john chan is on the verge of tears alr.. lols.. he say he's super stressed up with work and his masters (dun pray pray uh!) he's a good lecturer, minus his nagginess and sometyms during lessons, he give showers of blessings.. lols.. anw.. school's getting more and more mundane.. *yawns* cant believe that im graduating soon! AHHH~ it seems lyk yest was my first day of school and *poof* im graduating alr! sighs! still haven tot of wat im gonna do after poly.. -thinkin hard-

din went for trg yest cos i went for product trg.. our company's new solution is out!! =D dun worry ppl.. its perfectly safe to use.. if not with the tight regulations and rules, hsa wont allow our company to launch it isnt it?? purevision also has got toric lenses now.. product trg was boring.. probably cos i battled with my building services before that.. lols.. they talked abt similar stuffs.. having worked there for 2.5 yrs, i still suck at role play.. haas.. lots of errs, hmms, -silent- and i dunno lehs.. lols.. after that me, qi, phia and jie went to yewtee to have late late dinner.. hee.. miss them so so much.. soo long never see them le.. (^*^)

ohhs.. i wonder how was trg yest.. linli and jac finali went.. haas.. i tink our team reali kinda sia0 siao sia~ there was a period of tym where all of us played pretty well.. but during previous trgs, hmms.. i dunno wat to comment either.. not that we're damn lousy.. dunno wat came over us.. ivp is ard the corner.. hope we'll turn for the beta soon.. -fingers crossed-

2007-10-06T08:56:00.000-07:00

the weather is scorching hot today! was workin today at 1degree15.. there's this staff and family carnival held beside the pool.. the tray full of drinks is heavy but the impt thing is, im practically MELTING! was suppose to go beaching today with the guys team and jiahui but i chose to go work cos of some reasons.. but it was raining over at siloso but over my side, the sun is shining lyk there's no tmr.. lols.. but tinkin of the money, it makes everything worth it! =D went to meet them at harbourfront aft work.. had dinner at seah im, aft that we went to vivo to walk walk.. went to the sky park.. but din stay there for long cos its kinda humid.. went to walk ard daiso, the-i-forgot-wats-the-name-animal-place and chilled at mac for awhile before heading home.. its been a tiring and hot day.. felt so so so much better lying on my bed in an air-conditioned room.. aww~ haas.. tmr gonna catch i now pronouce u chuck and larry with my teammies! hee..

2007-10-02T09:02:00.000-07:00

my life is lyk revolving ard studies and work for the past 1 and a half mths.. not that i dun lyk workin, its that, mon to fri, im studying.. mon and wed, ive got trgs.. sat and sun, im workin.. i hardly have tym for myself and my family.. its tiring! but still, for the money, i'll persevere.. =D another 1 more sem and im outta sp.. not reali veryy happy abt leavin actuali.. ha! did have the tinkin of purposely failing a module so that i can stay 1/2 or 1 more year.. lols.. kinda silly lahs.. i admit.. strangely, i no longer am angry with jiayi.. i dunno why eiether.. im suppose to be angry, mad, disappointed.. but i no longer feel that way.. im standing between forgiven and cldnt be bothered.. if only she's willing to take a step forward, i'll probably be standing at the frgiven side now.. but anyway, she still doesnt feel that she's at any wrong.. i doubt she'll aplogise either.. she even told jac that if i were to apologise sincerely agn, she'll forgive me.. after i heard that, i reali had the urge to lyk aplogise to her and drop this entire thingey.. this incident shldnt even have started in the first place.. its so err.. wrong, absurd, ridiculous! i wonder if sweetie pie will be angry with me if i were to aplogise not.. dilemma! sighs! nevertheless, im still disappointed with xvon.. its lyk, if u reali wanna be a NEUTRAL party den talk and act lyk one.. dun contradict urself and who's gonna suffer in the end? u! we never once left u out of anythin.. u were the one who make things be lyk wat it is today.. ure makin urself miserable and so stuck in between for god-knows-why! sighs! anyway, its over.. nth much to talk abt now too.. lookin forward to ivp! lols.. my last game in sp! haas.. i realise its been donkey years since i last had a heartfelt talk with someone.. haas..

*thuriscoming*

misses

2007-09-25T06:15:00.000-07:00

school is so so boring!
*yawns*
john chan's lesson is still the same..
he always lyk to stare into ur eyes when he lectures..
lyk wanna hypotise u lyk that..
LOL
and worse..
he gives "showers of blessings" every lecture..
wahaha~
yest i was late for his class and all the back seats were taken..
so no choice, ive goto sit in front..
and he walking towards me and his saliva all oevr the place..
i cant do anythin but discreetly wipe off his saliva when he walked away..
haas..
and alamak!
i fail by ct agn!
by 2 marks..
arghh!
i relai tot i'll pass my ct paper noe..
i seriously tot so..
but sadly..
rene tot she'll fail but she passed!
*sobs*
maybe in future after papers, i shld jus say i'll fail den maybe i'll pass..
anw..
its over lahs..
dun wanna go tink abt it..
heh heh heh..
yest's trg is as usually, tiring!
haas..
we're seriously trg veryy hard for ivp ne..
hopefully we'll be able to do dewen proud..
hee..
we're lyk becoming the yoko yoko team..
almost all of us in the team are starting to use yoko yoko..
haas..
they even make comments lyk, "eileen, u need de meh? u so thin, also no muscle, will muscle ache de meh?"
-____________-"
i also will muscle ache de lor..
saded!
gonna start work at 1degree15 this sat..
haas..
first tym being a waitress..
wonder how it'll be lyk..
anw..
i'll be gg with rachel..
so everythin shld be O K!
hee..
and this sun i'll be station at vivo city's bettervision..
so if ure free, do drop by and pay me a visit uh~
heh heh..
ta~

2007-09-23T05:18:00.000-07:00

mooncake festival is coming!!
haas..
but m getting kinda tired from eating mooncakes..
LOL
was workin yest at novena square..
but during lunch tym i ate the jian dao jian curry rice and vomitted after that..
so i took half day off and went to the doc..
first tym in 19 yrs, i got food poisonin..
haas..
its awful, reali..
the vomit stinks and my throat felt pain and numb..
the feelin is utterly awful, totally!
but im feelin much beta now..
on mc today too..
found backup..
so wileen cant complain that im irresponsible agn..
LOL
cant wait for my pay to come..
retail therapy!!
heh heh..
workin at canon was fun..
made lots of new frens..
and the view form my office is super nice can..
u can actuali overlook the sea and able to see star virgo..
how i wish my house is beside the sea..
grins..
next wk starting work at 1degree15..
hope everythin will be fine..
till den..
ta~

=D

[imissyou]

2007-09-18T06:48:00.000-07:00

its been a long long tym since i last blog..
cos i forgot my username..
LOL
our 1 mth holi is comin to an end soon..
din reali enjoy or play much..
cos of work..
sighhs!
office job is reali not for me..
its dreadful to have to wake up at 6.15 in the morn and must reach the office before they play the "canon" song at 8.25..
and if i reach office after the song, im consider late..
-______-"
its lyk training me for my morn lectures when sch starts..
LOL
ive never been earli for any of my morn lectures..
but i actuali reach office at 8.15!
even im surprise too..
haas..
if my aunt aint the assistant director..
and if it isnt cos the company is very particular abt punctuality..
i wldnt have reach soo earli..
i cld be strollin in the office between 8.25-8.30 not reach there at 8.15..
haas..
i dunno izit cos of my aunt..
but the ppl there aint giving me much things to do..
im reading newspapers, talkin on the phone, sms-ing, taking long toilet breaks or snacking most of the tym..
hmms..
its all the tym!
haas..
ppl kip tellin me say i zhuan dao..
but i dun reali tink so lor..
imagine u have to worry abt having nth to do the whole day..
sit down there doin ur own stuffs, knowing that the others are very busy..
but u dunno how to help them..
neither did they approach u..
sian dia0~
but my colleagues are very nice ppl and they're super on the dot..
haas..
our lunch break is at 12.30..
and at 12.25, they'll start tellin me to get ready..
when the bell ring, they're off..
im always the last..
haas..
its the same when knockin off..
and they always talk abt tv dramas and idols..
grins..
luckily!
if not i'll be bored to death..
haas..
well, somehow i manage to get into the top12 for the CLEO cover gal search 2007!
though i dunno which issue will our pics be featured..
do support me ya!
=D
much thanks!

i jus dun understand why some ppl jus simplay cant let things go..
dun she tinks that she's making herself miserable?
blockin and deleting me and jiahui's contacts in msn..
and saying that we're hypocrites behind our back..
showing us the black face and ignoring us during trg..
is this makin u feel any beta??
if it is, by all means..
continue doing so..
tot u say ure those very straightforward sort?
u told me before that if uve got any bu shuang, u'll say out..
wats holdin u back now??
u feel irritated when ppl kip askin u wats wrong and showing their concern..
but me and jiahui din even utter a word..
and we're hypocrites..
im speechless!
jiahui is still naively harbouring tots that one day u'll come to ur senses and realise that ure in the wrong too..
but sadly..
till now, u still insist that ure in no wrong..
we've known u for nearly 2 yrs..
we noe ur character..
and tym and tym agn, we accomodate, we let things go ur way..
fearing that u'll be unhappy and we dun wish to see u unhappy..
but wat have we get in return?
u calling us hypocrites and saying that im guai lan..
if ure gonna continue tinkin this way, as if the whole world owes u a million dollars..
err..
nope, its as if the whole world have to do ur bidding..
suits u..
u'll never be happy this way, trust me!
the only key to true happiness is to let go of all hatred, learn to forgive and forget..
NOT bite the hand that feeds u..

2007-08-17T23:37:00.000-07:00

yesterday's photoshoot was fun and tiring..
haas..
i din noe being a model is such a tough job..
posing, smiling and acting cool may sound soo easy..
but when u have to do it constantly..
striking different poses each tym..
chin up at this moment and chin down the next..
reali aint sinple..
especially when ure told to put ur whole body weight on one leg..
my leg nearly gave way..
haas..
me and jiahui had a tough tym looking for velvet dragon yesterday..
the thought that it was ard the mall area..
but we were wrong..
from riverside point we have to cross the overhead bridge near this very prominent metal life there..
the weather wasnt very good either..
it was drizzling..
the rain manage to clear a little for us to take the road shots..
WOW!
now i noe how the photographer took shots of the models on the roads..
haas..
we have to wait for the red light den hurry to the middle of the road to take the shots..
LOL
after that we went to take some pics ard velvet dragon..
the whole shoot lasted for abt 2 hrs..
it was tiring..
reali..
haas..
but a good experience lahs..
the photographer (benjamin) and the makeup artist (cindy) are very nice..
=D
ohhs..
and the guy who carried the light reflector, i tink thats wat they call it and i forgot his name..
haas..
very nice peeps..
much thanks!
=D
shall upload the pics when its ready..
most prob next thur..
cos benjamin says that he'll be workin this weekend and probably will have to wait till next week den he'll upload the pics and burn into a disc for me..
thank you, sweetie pie and fongtai!!
though fongtai only came down cos he's somewhere in the vicinity..
but..
still thanks lahs..
cheer up k!!
loves.

2007-08-16T07:45:00.000-07:00

went for our class gathering jus now..
we had pepper lunch..
hee..
actuali me and rong say hao meet 12.45 at jurong de..
but as usual..
we're pigs laahs..
cant wake up on tym..
jus that she's a little worse than me..
haas..
she msged me at ard 11.10 to change the meeting tym to 1 instead..
but we met at 1.10 lyk that..
we reach city hall at ard 2..
but we werent da latest!!
haas..
fiona they all came ard 2.30..
i had chicken pepper rice set..
hmms..
as usual..
cos i cant eat da beef or hamburger..
=D
after that we went to watch 881..
wahahaha..
super funny laahs..
but the ending pretty sad..
the gal die..
but da whole kinda eerie..
haas..
da show lasted for abt 1 hr 50 mins..
we went to da toilet immediately after da show..
haas..
den we camwhore in da toilet..
hee..
shall upload the pics next tym..
and den its home sweet home..
=D
have got a photoshoot tmr..
wonder how it'll turn out..
shall upload da pics when its ready aiights..
gonna turn in earli today..
I LOVE YOU!!
=)

2007-08-10T06:52:00.000-07:00

HAPPY42nd BIRTHDAY SPORE!!

2007-08-03T04:47:00.000-07:00

When There Was Me And You
[High School Musical]

Its funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
It's coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
And once upon a song
Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe thatI could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
I thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

This show is SUPER nice!
LOL
im super in love with this song..
its lyrics is soo meaningful & da singer Gabriella has got great voice!
highly recommended!!!
oh!
and does anybody noes whr can i download FREE mobile games?!!?!?!?
ive been trying to find..
but cant find..
if ur noe of any link, let me noe k..
much thanks..

imissyou~

2007-07-28T22:18:00.000-07:00

Ting jie's 21st bdae celebration
28.o7.o7

[ we played musical chair after dinner & my 3rd aunt offer to sing for us. cos it was too noisy to hear da music from my cousy's phone. ]

[ cldnt see me rite? cos i lost in da 3rd round. LOL ]

[ ting jie's bdae "cake". made up of many cup cakes. =) ]

[ LOL. someone's finger caught in da act. ]

[ ting jie & her paternal side family ]

[ da bdae gal ]

[ her family ]

[ we were standing on chairs to get a better view. cos there were too many ppl crowding in front. ]

[ super candid! ]

[ i was trying to take da poppers but my idiotic sis interrupt! LOL ]

[ finally! ]

[ look at da mess we created ]

[ CAMWHORING! da flash was accidental. both of us love da effect. ]

[ so we tried agn. she hold da cam and i take with my phone. but we failed. ]

[ after i-dunno-how-many-attempts, we succeeded! but wasnt as nice as da first take. LOL ]

[ my crazy cousys ]

[ my cousy did wat he does best. swingin ppl around. LOL. ]

[ my crazy cousy. does his expression reminds u of someone? LOL ]

[finally! ]

[ da theme was sunglasses&specs. ]

it was a fun&enjoyable bdae celebration..
but as there were too many ppl around..
thus, da line was drawn pretty clear..
her frens, her maternal side family and her paternal side family..
we still had lots of fun..
after playing musical chair..
we played 123 "mu tou ren"..
each group goto send one representative..
and from our side..
we sent my cousy's bf..
ALAMAK!
i jus realise i forgot to take pics of them playin..
haas..
it was super funny laahs..
they were suppose to finish da food at each station..
first station is da salad youtiao..
second is da fish fillet and third is a slice of watermelon..
i took da watermelon and ran far far away from them..
haas..
their expressions are lyk super funny can..
LOL
though before da party something unhappy happened..
but im glad i enjoyed da party..
with my crazy sousys ard..
its hard to laugh and have fun..
=D
so after eating, we played games..
after games, was cake cutting..
and after cake cutting, is CAMWHORING!!
LOL
we took lyk 50 over pics till my phone was flat..
den we used my cousy's digi cam to continue camwhoring..
i tink we took 100 over shots yest..
haas..

da other day me & guihua were chatting on da phone..
she told me that my skin complexion is pretty good..
cos she never see me with pimples since yr1..
den i told her..
she cannot lyk that say de..
if not tmr i jiu got pimples le..
and true enough..
now ive got 2!!!!
AHHH!!
one is on my nose..
and da other one is between my nose and my lips..
in future pls dun dun dun say this kind of things to me k..

2007-07-27T06:52:00.000-07:00

DONUT FACTORY
suntec city, tower 3.

[ we tried to squeeze into da pic. but failed. ]

[ we tried agn from a diff angle. still failed! ]

[ so we got a guy standing behind us to help us take a grp pic. FINALI! =) ]

[ jh, ab & me ]

[ me, jy & sf ]

[ 3 of us agn ]

[ we got da same guy to take a grp pic for us agn. LOL ]

[ jh always do funny funny actions. LOL ]

[ ab says we try to pose as pigs for this pic. but jh say we look lyk we wanna kiss ppl. NOT pigs. LOL ]

[ so we took another one. and jh taught us how to look lyk a pig. LOL ]

[ me and ab ]

[ DONUTS!!!! after 2 hrs of queueing. LOL ]

[ on our way back. LOL ]

another spvt outing..

this tym round we went to queue for donuts!!

LOL

though not many of us turn up..

we still enjoyed ourselves..

hee..

i bought 2 dozens..

a dozen for me..

and another dozen for junyuan..

all of us bought 2 dozens actuali..

LOL

da queue was shorter den at raffles city shopping centre..

probably bcos this outlet is bigger..

got 2 new flavours also..

raspberry dark choco & mint dark choco..

HIGHLY RECOMMENED!!

haas..

but sadly..

this outlet dun have cheese tartar..

and da white strawberry heart is not in production anymore..

even saded!!

but nvm lor..

next tym go queue agn..

haas..

2007-07-27T06:42:00.000-07:00

SPVT 06/07

we got 2nd for POLITE..

AGAIN!

darn~

no wonder they say SP = Second Place..

*sighhs*

goto try harder next year..

LOL

how tym flies..

im graduating alr..

i dun even noe wat im gonna do whrn i graduate..

sads!

anw..

that day we were suppose to have trg in school..

but was changed to friendly with tp..

we met at fc5 and took train down tog..

as a team! (excluding jac, cos she need to go to da hospital)

hee..

and guess wat..

they lost to nyp and last min cancelled our friendly..

WTH!

it was shocking that they actuali lost to nyp 3-2..

well..

even da best have their downs sometyms..

we played match among ourselves..

with meimiao and huijun..

da guys team even pathetic..

jing hui came alone to collect all da medals on their behalf..

LOL

da guys got 2nd as well..

-___-

2007-07-23T10:15:00.000-07:00

i tink im getting kinda grumpy lately..
easily irritated by others..
guess my "anutie" is paying me a visit..
LOL
so pls dun provoke me k..
tata~

2007-07-17T08:03:00.000-07:00

SP vs RP..
LOST! 3-2!!
AHH!!
till today i still cant believe that we lost that match..
*sighhs*
last set we lost, 14-16..
damn wasted laahs..
sads!
but yest coach says np won rp..
so if tmr we win np and fri we win nyp..
we'll get 2nd..
but if we lose tmr's match..
*sighhs*
4th pos..
*prrayss*

hmms..
i realise he reali has changed alot..
but me..
everytym fa da xiao jie pi qi on him..
feel soo bad..
i dunno how long will we continue to be as happy as now..
but hope it wont end soo soon..
ILOVEYOU!

2007-07-14T07:40:00.000-07:00

i cant believe we lost to rp..
3-2..
and we lost da set, 14-16!
S P E E C H L E S S

2007-07-12T08:03:00.000-07:00

i hate my gems lecturer..
he's lyk damn sarcastic and idiotic laahs..
ARGHH!
toooo angry to say!

MON (o9.o7.o7)
SP vs TP..
LOST! 3-2..
super wasted~
*sighhs*

WED (11.o7.o7)
SP vs ITE..
WON! 3-0..
nearly lost da 2nd set due to coach's stubborness to change player..
but luckily we manage to fight back after changing of players..

FRI (13.o7.o7)
SP vs RP
which is tmr..
LOL
update ur agn da results..
hope we'll beat them..
they won nyp 3-2..
super close match laahs..
i tot nyp's gonna win..

2007-07-10T06:27:00.000-07:00

ure viewing MY blog! =D

last sunday after trg..
me, meishan and meimiao went to da market behind phs for lunch..
and we saw this guy's shirt with some words written at da back..
soo funny lahs..
LOL
he sell noodles one..
hee..

[ snapshot ]

[ jus love dou pai-in him. LOL ]

2007-07-10T05:49:00.000-07:00

Sherlin's belated bdae celebration @ SAKURA
o7o7o7

[ 5 of us went but da food we took were lyk for 10 ppl. LOL ]

[ yums! ]

[ aftermath ]

[ enjoying! hee. ]

[ camwhoring! ]

[ VAINPOT! LOL ]

[ our water boy for da day. LOL ]

[ 2 pretty babies! ]

[ my masterpiece. hee. ]

[ her masterpiece. hee. ]

[ karis says sher look lyk da ghost in shutter. she appears in almost every pic we took. LOL ]

[ loves. ]

[ see! there's a seed in da durian puff. its made up of REAL durian and its super nice laahs. *drools* ]

[ karis tot they got spaghetti, but its actuali sher's laksa that accidentally dropped into da plate. LOL ]

[ soo soo full. ]

[ VAINPOT!! ]

[ da bdae gal. =) ]

[ her tweety bird bdae cake. ]

[ happy bdae sherline! =) ]

[ look how happy she is. hee. ]

celebrated sherline's bdae last sat..
we ate lyk we're da hungry ghosts who have been deprive of food for months..
LOL
5 of us went only..
but da food we took were more than enough for 10 people..
haas..
we were eating non-stop..
soo sinful laahs..
hee..
not only were we eating non-stop..
we were also laughing endlessly..
soo funny laahs them..
at first i was still afraid that i'll be a feel a little awkward..
cos very very long never see sherline and shirley le..
plus i never talk to siwei before in sec sch..
but i was wrong!
it was super fun being out with them lor..
hee..
alot of funny and comical stuffs..
karis say sherline's is lyk da ghost in shutter..
cos whenever me and karis wanna take pic..
sher will definitely try to squeeze into da pic..
LOL
lyk da ghost in shutter lyk that..
appears in every pic..
haas..
we had durian puffs after that and karis found a small durian seed inside..
LOL
soo peeps..
now u noe that their durian puffs are fresh and of GOOD quality..
hee..
da herbal black chicken soup is damn nice lor..
LOL
at first we ordered 1 bowl..
and all 5 of us were fighting for da soup..
after that i ordered another 2 more bowls..
but we were too full to finish it le..
haas..
after that i went to grandma's place cos its ah bin kor's bdae..
hee..
and they ordered buffet agn..
-_____-"
but i only had almond jelly..
cos i was too full to stuff anymore food inside my tummy..
my tummy as bloated..
lyk im afew months pregnant lyk that..
haas..

2007-07-06T07:06:00.000-07:00

[ while waiting for him to wear his shoes ]

[ he's nagging at me AGAIN! LOL ]

[ vainpot! ]

[ LOVE disturbing him. LOL ]

there's sth wrong with blogger yest..
they cldnt post wat i wrote yest..
sians~
today after class i went to meet him..
though we only spend that fewhrs tog cos he got trg at nite..
we had lots of "fun"..
LOL
we were lyk fighting da whole day laahs..
i slap his thigh soo hard that i cld feel da burnin sensation after i hit him..
hee..
but it reali wasnt intentional..
cos he kip disturbin me when i was readin da newspaper..
he kip pushin my head..
despite slappin him soo bloody hard..
he continue disturbin me laahs..
den he made me so bekcek that i bit him..
wahahaha~
i seriously did..
den he got up and we start to wrestle..
and ya..
as expected, i lost laahs..
LOL
he soo strong..
im seriously no match for him..
so when he finali loosen his arms..
i bit him agn..
LOL
finali got my revenge..
its a day full of wrestling, bitting and tickling..
after that we went to lot1..
he went to look for his frens..
and i went to look for huifen they all..
she and liwei they all were havin sakae..
OH MAN!
i SUPER DUPER long never eat sushi before le lor..
make me drool..
den when i went in they finishin alr..
i got a little paisei jus sitting there never eat or drink..
so i ordered a pepsi..
a pepsi that cost me $1.80..
hee..
anyway..
i went on a LITTLE shopping spree jus now..
hee..
bought a winnie da pooh lunch box from mini toons ($2.10, with huifen's discount card. =p)..
a winnie da pooh water bottle from gift-a-name ($5.90)..
missha's nail polish ($2.90)
and a giordano top ($9)..
not very ex though..
but it feels GREAT to be able to shop!
LOL

2007-07-05T08:24:00.000-07:00

2007-07-03T08:30:00.000-07:00

jus now after class..
me, jiahui and ade went to queensway to collect our jerseys..
looks pretty nice and professional with da prints on..
=)
we've got great taste i mus say..
LOL
it took us only about 10 mins to check and jerseys and pay da outstandin amount..
after that we were wandering ard queensway..
da 3 of us reali dun have direction sense laahs..
we walk and ended up in da same place over and over again..
wahaha~
after that jiahui suggested we go to mac..
they had mac and we start talkin about our teammie stuffs..
hmms..
im pretty glad that that dunno-wat-cia is not in main 12 le..
yest coach actuali suggest puttin her in da main 12 list..
but last nite he told ade its okie alr..
i dunno how is she of use to coach cos i feel that watever she can do..
huiwen can do beta..
maybe ive got prejudice against her tts y i feel this way ba..
i noe only da best survives..
but its she's definitely NOT da best..
and she DID NOT give her put in her utmost effort to da team..
how can we let a lack commitment and arrogant gal lyk her enter main 12 without even fighting for her pos..
she chose to leave our team initially..
now, she jus goto fight for a place in da team..
NOT come for trg as and well she lyks..
or return and leaves as and well she pleases..
but anyway..
we never have any say in this kind of matters also..
so can only vent my anger and complain here..
sighs sighs sighs!
for now, i jus wan my baby!!!

2007-06-29T04:09:00.001-07:00

today da guys are leavin for kulai..
and some gals as well..
my sweetie pie is gg ne!!
soo worried for her..
now is 8.07..
jus now my sweetie pie call me..
they haven reach yet..
cos stuck in traffic jam..
LOL
hope everythin goes on smoothly for them..
hope no robbery, no rape cases (CHOI!), no "dirty stuffs", no nth..
da guys win da matches..
and all of them will return safe and sound..
*PRAYS*
hmms..
i jus read jia's profile..
she sound pretty upset..
tink i'll give her a call later..
that kunhan hor..
reali dunno how to treasure someone as nice as jia..
-angry-
next mon is da singin audition le..
hmms..
haven decide wat song to sing yet..
super headache..
m pretty nervous actuali..
cos i heard mus sing in front of all da otehr contestants and supporters..
LOL
da 300 bucks is da only thing that is motivating me to win da comp..
wahahaha~
i jus view yingying's profile..
and guess wat i saw!??!?!
she took pic with WU ZUN!!!!
AHHH~
im gg crazy alr..
she promised me next tym she go back brunei and she saw him..
she'll ask for his signature for me and lots of his photos for me..
wahahaha~
soo good rite..
yy's muma and bro noe him..
soo shuang lor..
i wish i noe him too..
AHH!!
YINGYING, faster go back brunei!!!
LOL

2007-06-28T05:25:00.000-07:00

its a boring day today..
gems was cancelled..
my grp and i were suppose to meet alvena sam for a discussion..
and was last min cancelled as well..
LOL
luckily i din go for gems..
cos i on da phone with guihua last nite..
and we chatted till 1 plus..
and i cldnt wake up on tym this morn..
LOL
by rite there's it lesson at 1..
but rene msged me at 11 plus and told me that she's not gg le..
it tempted me to not go too..
and..
i reali din go..
LOL
cos i was watchin bb ji hua..
da show is super nice laahs..
da baby is super duper oh-my-god cute lor..
i reali wished he was mine!
wahaha..
after da show i went to meet karis at lot1..
waa..
me and her supeerr long never meet le lor..
wahaha~
finali we meet..
we had ljs for lunch and went to walk ard..
its been quite sometym since i last"shop" ard lot1..
cos seriously..
there aint much to shop also..
hee..
we went to kiddy palace and were playin with those kids toys..
den she suddenly say she wish she was pregnant..
cos she want to have her own badly..
wahahaha~
afew yrs later..
i'll be her son/daugther's godmum..
and she'll be mine too..
grins..
i hope my first child will be a boy..
da second will be a gal..
in this way..
my daughter will have an odler brother to take care and look after her..
hee..
and our future house theme will be WINNIE THE POOH..
=D
we're both winnie the pooh fanatics..
if its not bcos of our tight budget..
we wld have bought all da cute winnie da pooh stuffs we saw earlier on..
LOL
a little exaggerating laahs..
but i reali wish someone will buy them all for me one day..
-bubbles bubbles-
yest's trg was pretty hori-gible..
coach is not in a very good mood i guess..
we made one mistake only..
he gave those very bekcek face and walked over to lecture us..
kip repeating da same thing over and over agn..
*sighhs*
hear le also bekcek..
but after that we played match..
he say that da team who lose will treat da winning team to swensens ice cream..
and we WON!!
LOL
finali sth to motivate us to play beta..
wahaha~
dar's there too..
but all he noe were sighs and shake head..
mus he always run me down lyk that..
why cant he say some nicer and encouraging stuffs?
i reali m tryin very very hard to improve le..
even coach says i got improve le..
den why mus he kip sayin that we cannot make it or that "oh u playin ar.. sp sure lose liao.."
first few tyms he say..
i can still treat it as he's joking and wont take it to heart..
i cld even joke back..
but he has said it lyk 1000000000 tyms since i noe him?
to him..
im always lousy..
no matter wat i do..
or how hard ive tried..
i still cant meet his expectations..
*sighhs*
its soo super disheartening..
and i never will hear anythin nice frm him..
he told me to work harder and prove him wrong..
i shall!
EILEEN, JIAYOU~!

2007-06-26T05:13:00.001-07:00

ohya..
i forgot to blog abt work on sat..
its been donkey yrs since i last work..
so no matter wat..
i MUST blog abt wat happened durin work on sat..
LOL
trixy ring me up last wk to ask if im free on da 23rd jun to help out in a family day at da zoo..
and being jobless since i-forgot-how-many-mths ago..
i agreed to be her pa..
being paid 7 bucks an hr..
just for runnin errands for her..
and its at da ZOO~
hee..
she told me that da top will be sponsored but we must wear our own black bottom..
and OMG!
its just a plain giordano pink top!!
a little aunty-like laahs..
haa..
trixy got me xs..
but when i wear it seems lyk its m or l lor..
"bo bian-city"
its actuali HP family day..
SUPER crowded!
singaporeans are reali damn typical and kiasu laahs..
each person will receive a goodie bag when they come in frm da entrance..
but got this particular aunty actuali requested another 14 goodie bags frm da part-timers..
CAN U BELIEVE THAT?!?!
and its not as if da goodie bag contains real neat stuffs..
i heard its jus a fan, a packet of tissue and some brochures..
LOL
i felt kinda out of place on that day actuali..
cos i noe noone other den trix..
saded!
da ppl there seems pretty unfriendly..
they were lyk in grps or they were frens..
and noone actuali tried to be nice and entertain me a little..
but luckily i got BER!
wahahaha~
trix told me to assist da emcee on stage..
so most of tym im on stage laahs..
its a pretty good way to train my stage-frightness..
wahahaha~
ohya..
da kids were ATROCIOUS!
-angry-
not all actuali..
some only..
some were SUPER DUPER cute that i wished they were mine..
wahaha~
kids these days reali are not very good at listening to instructions..
told them to kip off da stage but they insist on sitting on da stage..
-bekcek-
da event ended at ard 12 plus..
after that i went to look for ber and he brought me ard zoo agn!
hee..
da weather is hori-gible laahs..
wahaha~

i read an interesting article in new paper last wkend..
its talkin abt singapore auntys..
wahaha~
got 1 aunty digged her nose on train and was recorded by i-dunno-who..
go www.youtube.com and type "singapore aunty"!
=)

2007-06-26T04:36:00.000-07:00

[ see da diff between mine and his? left is his. ]

[ such a thick-skinned person lyk him is camera shy. duhh~ LOL! ]

24.o6.07

after beach at vivo city's carl's jr..

my team lost..

but dar's team got 4th in da mixed cat..

haa..

they cld have clinch da 3rd pos if jingyang hadnt set da last ball..

wat a pity..

LOL

but anw..

it was a tough fight..

100 bucks for da 4 of ur is more than enuff k my dar..

i din get any..

*sobs*

we were sun burnt!!

we were as red as cooked lobster..

dar and jiahui were worse..

who ask u sat still wanna go beach laahs..

-giggles-

25.o6.o7

trg was tiring as usual..

but i was more pissed..

how cld she left da team without a word..

and now return so without sayin anythin and soo li suo dang ran-ly..

worse..

she still wan weibin to bring her back..

WTH!

wat she treat our team as..

spout nonsense abt out team jiu suan le..

now still act "dua pai"..

WTH!

*ARGHHS!*

-angry-

and weibin still soo stand up for her..

*sighhs*

isnt one enuff..

why mus she come back..

there's trg agn tmr..

we shall see how good she can be..

-roll eyes-

2007-06-20T21:37:00.000-07:00

17.o6.o7
{bottle tree park} {prawn catching}

[ they're catching guppies ]

[ jiayi, me and sweetie pie ]

[ the 3 of us agn ]

[ jiayi is overjoyed that she junped onto the niu herself. LOL ]

[ i noe the way i catch prawn verrryy funny but thats how the ppl catch there. and it works! LOL ]

[ look at them "WOW-ing" at my catch. LOL ]

[ aft 2.5 hrs of catchin and waitin. its tym to eat wat we've caught!! ]

[ junyuan's catch. bringin home as father's day gift. LOL ]

[ and finali aft a tiring day, we head back home. =) ]

prawn catchin was TIRING!

LOL

it was pretty bored at firs..

cos me and jiahui were practically feedin the prawns not catchin them..

they ate our bait and swim away..

sian diao..

the later part was better..

cos finali we manage to catch some prawny..

and we're not the loser that day.

wahaha..

my first prawn catchin experience, pretty good..

hee..

but its damn ex laahs..

14.50 for an hr..

and an hr is seriously not enuff..

you'll need at least 2 hrs..

but luckily when we extend the tym..

the uncle gave us an additional half an hr..

hee..

junyuan nearly caught a "monster" (big big prawny)..

but it somehow manage to get off the hook and swim away..

aft that he tried to lure it back..

to no avail..

dun sad dun sad..

3 wks later we go try agn..

LOL

during this 3 wks..

we mus save up..

haa..

21.o6.o7

*sighhs*

bcos of 1 stupid cap-sleeved jersey..

its soo not worth it..

jus hope that eyvonne wont be bekcek or upset of angry anymore..

POLITE is comin..

its soo not worth it to spoil our team's bond cos of 1 jersey..

we mus put on a tough fight with tp de..

even if we'll lose..

we cant let them beat us soo easily..

GO SP!!

2007-06-14T05:50:00.000-07:00

[ mine, rene's and rong's ]

[ they're tryin to imitate SHREK3! LOL ]

[ wonder how long he has been standin outside the cinema ]

[ HONEYBUN & SWEETIE PIE ]

[ thats my jacket! weibin look soo cute with that on. LOL ]

[ me and jac ]

[ first attempt ]

[2nd attempt. success. SPVT CAMP o7! ]

[ ah bu tryin to get rid of a flying bug ]

[ sweeet kiss frm lin to jac ]

[ sweeet kiss frm lin to jiahui ]

[ and lastly, a sweeet kiss frm lin to ME ]

SPVT CAMP o7 was a SUCCESS!!
though on da 2nd day..
we had ALOOTT of spare tym..
but we still have fun laahs..
they scared the hell out of me durin the nite walk..
LOL
even though weibin alr tell me that there's someone hidin at the corner..
i still scream when they suddenly BOO us..
haa..
i was soo scared that i practically closed my eyes and follow weibin..
my left hand was tied to his rite hand..
so it was pretty tough to walk behind him..
wahaha..
screamin and cryin and have to walk silently and carefully is reali tough..
but luckily my dar was there to "protect" me..
LOL
cos boon seng was suppose to zhen zi..
so dar was tellin him how he shld go abt scarin me..
it was until he heard my cries and screams den he tell them to not scare me alr..
LOL
suan he still got xin..
wahaha..
i was soo worn out aft the nite walk that i slept the moment i lie down on the table..
but of cos..
before that we went to bathe laahs..
cos we were all sweatin and sticky all over..
the room is air conditioned..
we dun wan to xun si our own team mates..
haa..
woke up at 9 plus..
dar has alr return back to camp..
im sry for not sayin gd bye..
cos i was slpin lyk a dead log..
LOL
we had trg at 12..
but seriously we were all soo soo tired and sleepy that coach also got pretty fed up..
by rite we were suppose to train till 3 plus..
but at ard 2..
coach says we stop here..
cos all of us were too tired to move..
and not takin trg seriously..
so we went to bathe..
had lunch..
went home and SLEEEEPPPP!!!
dar's havinig trg now..
i shall be good and go do my fyp stufs..
toodles darls!
*muacks*

2007-06-09T07:57:00.000-07:00

another SPVB OUTING!!
this tym round at Dragon Gate's Restaurant..
Harbourfront..
we had dim sum..
*yummys*
it was ard 19+ per person..
but it was deeliiciioouuss..
LOL
aft that we planned to go vivo city to watch shrek3..
but we cldnt get the tickets..
so we went to bishan to watch instead..
haa..
very very nice ahh~
hee..
aft that we went to eat ljs..
actuali we wanted to go eat subway de lor..
the guys soo fussy..
wanna eat ljs..
so poor me and sweetie pie..
being the only 2 gals..
we bought subway cookies and went over to ljs to join the guys..
ohya..
today, me, sweetie pie, weibin, junyuan, weiming, ivan, boonseng, fongtai..
and actuali meimiao got go eat dim sum..
but aft that she need to go meet her bf so din go watch movie with us..
haa..
aft the eatin they suggest go 'diao xia'..
hee..
but i din go laahs..
cos my parents go for kor's pop..
so i goto come home earli to take care of my siblings..
how nice of me rite..
wahaha..
yeas!
tmr i gg watch gui ar gui ar..
LOL
but i heard not nice lehs..
hmms..
still tinkin shld watch not..
pay soo much for a not-so-nice show..
abit not worth it..
=)
wanted to post the pics i took today..
but cant upload..
sian diao..
i'll try some other day den..
YEAHS!!
SPVB's camp next mon to wed!!
haa..
tue nite is nite walk..
and they purposely put me and weibin as the last pair..
i reali hope i can come back home in one piece..
LOL
update you agn..
tata~
=)

2007-06-06T04:14:00.000-07:00

i still HATE her..
i wish i cld jus ignore her presence and treat her as she does not exist..
but i seriously cant..
her voice, her actin-friendly look, her schemin personality seriously turn me off..
we jus had a vball meetin today..
hj says she's not doin a gd job bein a cap..
so she'll be put on probation frm today till polite ends..
and if she still cant do her job well..
she'll be replaced by ah bu or jh..
and you noe wat she says?
she request to change cap on the spot..
she find that she cant do the job well..
den y in the first place wanna agree to be the cap lehs.
WTH!
in hj's presence act as if she's very bonded with us..
but when hj nv come..
she jus bo chap us..
is this the way a cap shld be..
*ARGHH*
i reali cant stand her le laahs..
luckily i grad soon..
*YAWNS*
2 more paper to go..
tink i goto go for mbw retest agn laahs..
sian dia0..
okie laahs..
goto study for my contract admin le..
wish me luck!!!

*miss you

2007-06-03T00:33:00.000-07:00

its sunday!
and im stuck at home..
mid term test starts next wk..
goto study..
*sighs*
life of a student..
but still..
it beats having to wake up bloody earli in the morn at 6 plus to go to work..
and come back only aft 6..
cannot have self-declared holidays and have long lunch brks..
haa..
24th june is comin!
hee..
first tym i register for a beach comp myself..
my team consists of jiahui, bernard me and fongtai..
=)
hmms..
i reali dunno wat the guys see in *her..
esp fongtai..
he's the most innocent and naive guy ive ever ceome across..
and so swayly..
he has to fall for a schemin and arrogant gal..
she has been usin him since she knew he lyks her..
and givin him false hopes..
when she got bf..
she jus throw him aside..
taitai msg and call her dun wan rpl..
den now that she's single..
she call him almost everyday in the middle of the nite to chat..
WTH rite..
there was once taitai alr decide to give her up le..
den she came back and gave him false hopes..
arghh!
hate her to the core..
and yest when we were watchin match at phs..
she super fake lahs..
act as if she was on very good terms with us..
zuai pi ahh?
*disgusted*
now more and more ppl noe her true colours le..
if one day everybody starts to ignore her and bad mouth abt her..
i wont be surprise..
seriously!
i noe im bad lahs..
but wat for be soo nice to a person lyk her..
she despise us..
vice versa!!
since she tinks that she's such a good player..
den so be it..
one day..
she'll have a taste of her own medicine..
*hmpfs*

you threw me aside 2 wks ago irreguardless of how i'll feel..
you left me in the lurch to guess wats on ur mind..
and without a good and valid reason..
and now you wan me to give you a last chance..
how am i to trust you agn?
a wk ago you said ur feelings for me is decreasin and it cant sustain the rs..
and now you say ur life isnt complete without me..
which is which?
i told you on the day we patched that tis ws the last chance le..
but you chose to give it up..
it took me lots and lots of courage to decide to give you up..
and now you wanna come back..
if you reali mean wat you say the other day den 1 mth shld be no prob for you..
we'll talk abt it a mth later..
till den..

2007-05-28T03:49:00.000-07:00

if i were blue,
would you be there for me,
and whisper in my ear thats okay.

would you stand by me,
let me hold you tight,
and say you love me one more tym.

if i feel good,
would you slow dance with me,
and touch my lips with tender loving care.

would you die for me,
would you run with me,
and never look back.

would you be there to love,
to be with me?
would you swear that your love is always true?
would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away.
would you be there..

if i will wait,
would you still think of me,
and wished that you could hold me now.

would you die for me,
would you run with me,
all the way.

would you be there to save my soul tonight?
would you swear that your love is always true?
would you say that you'll always be there, to kiss my my pain away?

would you be there..

for me..

everything is too good to be true..

2007-05-23T09:07:00.000-07:00

[ phia, joanie and ME ]

the quizes are killin me!

arghh!

nth much to blog abt..

am i not good enuff?

-sighhs-

2007-05-04T04:27:00.000-07:00

jus wanna share with ya some pics i took for the past few days..
=)
ta-da!

[ my lovely classmates ]

[ i love them! ]

[ me and michelle.. love you too laahs.. LOL ]
.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.
[ nobody can describe the fun and frolic, the woes and sorrows we shared. ]
[ nobody can describe our bond! ]
*me and ck
love ya laahs!
LOL

[ super ugly rite.. LOL ]

2007-05-01T06:14:00.000-07:00

[ me and my sis ]

[ my ah ma! ]

[ my cousys purposely wanna block me. LOL ]

[ my ah ma's bdae cake ]

[ my little cousy ]

[ twist ]

[ me and my sis ]

[ my siblings ]

[ look at the amt of desserts they have ]

had sakura buffet jus now to celebrate my grandma's bdae.. =)

yums yums!

eat till ba0 bao..

hee..

but quite ex laahs..

each person abt 24 bucks..

30 over of us went..

oh my!

i wonder how much my uncle paid..

haa..

last nite i went to sophia's place to play mahjong..

tong xiao ma jiang!

usual khakis..

hee..

won 20 bucks..

grins..

reach home at 7 plus am..

den slp until 3 plus jiu go eat buffet le..

dunno gain how many kgs alr laahs..
haa..

2007-04-28T22:14:00.000-07:00

28.o4.o7
{donut factory} {vivo city}

[ while waitin for rong, we kept ourselves occupied! ]

[ @ jurong east mrt stat ]

[ rene and me ]

[ @ raffles city shoppin centre ]

[ urs truly ]

[ rene, rong and me ]

[ rong and me ]

[ us agn ]

[ choco fondant ]

[ from beardpapa ]

[ my double cheese tako balls. thumb-ups! ]

[ donut factory! ]

[ home sweet home ]

we queued for 31/2 hrs noe!!!

we reached there at ard 12.15..

we left the place at 4.30..

can you imagine the amt of patience we have?!?!

LOL

but to me..

its worth the queuein..

wahaha~

after that we wen to vivo city!!

its my first tym there noe..

LOL

fun fun fun!!!

haa..

rong bought her creative mp3..

cos she wanted to use her 50 bucks voucher..

i bought a ripcurl bag..

cost me 32 bucks..

we shp ard awhile..

had dinner..

re-new my islander card den left le..

cos its gettin late..

shall go there anytym..

2007-04-28T21:38:00.000-07:00

27.o4.o7
{geylang} {esplanade}

[ me, lin and jiahui tryin to act ugly ]

[ the 3 of us ]

[ the 3 of us agn. look at lin's ugly expression. LOL ]

[ the 3 of us agnnn ]

[ lin, me and net @ body shop, suntec ]

[ nerd and me ]

[ grp pic! ]

[ roof top @ esplanade ]

[ me and meimiao ]

[ lin and me ]

[ muacks for you dear! ]

[ jh and me ]

[ thats root beer. not beer. =p ]

[ bobby complain that his eyebrow dun look nice in this pic. ]

[ so we tried to take a nicer one. and he complain that he lokks girly in this pic.

indeed he does look girly in this pic. LOL ]

[ so we tried agn. and ta-da! he lyk tis pic. =D ]

[ urs truly! ]

[ opp is the oriental hotel, yingying's workplace. ]

[ nice rite.. hee.. ]

[ i lyk the nite life. ]

its a FRIDAY!!!

me, rene and rong went to cck's swimmim complex to swim aft lesson..

but sadly..

it rained..

so after they finish their dunno-how-many-laps..

we went to the spa pool to 'chill'..

LOL

actuali if wanna chill dun need go esplanade or coffee beans those kind of places de lohs..

swimmin pool also can..

can play with water and its CHEAP!

grins..

after that i went home to change den meet lin, jh and nerd at jurong east..

cos we gg geylang to eat..

haa..

we walked afew lorongs before reachin our destination..

we had duck rice at loroong 36!

*yummys*

after that we shared cab to go to lorong 6 or 7 or 8, i forgot..

to eat 'you tiao da wang'..

hee..

actuali the you tioa not so nice..

cos very oily and its cold..

keke..

luckily me and bobby share half half..

wahaha~

we wanted to walk to esplanade to chill actuali..

but cos its a long long way..

so we walked to the mrt stat den take train to city hall..

im beginnin to lyk the nite life..

cos reali is at nite you can explore and see alot of things abt spore..

that you'll nv see in daytym..

we went to the roof top and the scenery is super beautiful laahs..

super duper romantic..

next tym me and my bf mus go there..

LOL

can see couples kissin..

wahaha~

we left at ard 11 plus..

cos the roof top close at 11..

saded!

shall go there another tym..

hee..

2007-04-26T05:31:00.000-07:00

2nd week of school only and everybody is lyk soo stressed up..
sighh!
how are we gonna survive the nest few months?!?!
tell me..
sighh!
nth reali special and happenin happened recently..
got one actuali..
got this guy name jonathon pm me in friendster..
and say that he's interested to know me and dun wish to lose this golden opportunity to know me better agn..
=)
sounds as if he's been observing me all along..
LOL
he jus graduated from sp..
and ex regenite..
yupp..
thats all ba..
hmms..
how mundane is my life..
haa..
ohya..
i wanna get myself another name..
any suggestions?!?!
i was tinkin of geraldine, ariel and nicole..
wat ya tink?
joan suggested crystal..
LOL
sounded a little corny..
but can consider laahs..
haa..
msg me if uve got any nice suggestions k..
=)
*hugs to all

2007-04-17T06:43:00.000-07:00

din go to sch today..
paisei ya peeps..
acc soph this afternoon to acer to get her new adapter..
den went to sony ericsson's service center to get my fone repair..
so sway rite..
its not even a mth yet..
and the fone cant function properly le..
cant see the call logs..
den got to wait for bloody 3 workin days before i can get my fone back..
gotten a spare fone frm them..
also sony ericcson one..
T38..
bet ur nv see this fone before rite..
i also din see the fone before..
LOL
the spare fone also not in very good conditions lahs..
the keypads siao one..
haa..
anw..
im gonna wait patiently for my dear dear k800i to come back to me..
wahaha~
we took a cab from toh guan to cck cos we wanted to sing k..
and its runnin late..
so we board this cab..
and the taxi driver is lyk not from spore one sia..
he dun even noe how to go to cck!!
imagine that..
thats not the worse thing..
usually you take cab from jurong to cck is less than 10 bucks rite..
we goto pay 17 bucks, ya noe!!!
the original price was 22.80..
he still act nice say, " okie lahs.. i give ur discount.. erms.. $5 okie.. "
we were lyk super stunned lahs..
cos if he hadnt miss that turn..
we wld have reach cck long ago..
and the cab fare wld have been less than 10!!!
now you noe the diff?
but of cos being very kind hearted souls..
we jus kept quiet lohs..
tink he realise our very duh look..
den he added, " hmms.. okie lahs.. $5.80 k.. "
wats the diff lahs..
seriously..
if i alr dun mind payin you 17 bucks..
wat diff can that 80 cents make..
-roll eyes-
wth..
aft that we sing k till 7..
den we meet joanie for dinner..
hee..
miss her soo much..
after nearly 2 mths in china..
she's finali back!
=)
we had ljs..
shortly aft we finish we left le..
cos its getting late..
and tmr we still have sch..

jus now at jurong east interchange he saw me..
he din came to say hi or wat lahs..
he msg me instead..
he said he was on his way to get his x-ray done..
cos in camp, a 150 kg crate fell on his leg..
and his knee is swollen..
we did tok a little abt last wk's incident..
i still tink that for the tym being..
this will be the best soln for the both of us ba..
he wanted to ask me out for dinner..
but i cant..
he say he'll be takin leave tmr..
so if im free..
i can go find him..
i dunno..
tym will tell if we are reali meant for each other..

* fairy godmother, please grant me my wish. *

2007-04-15T06:12:00.000-07:00

im home!
=)
yeahs!
attachment finali over..
got a B+..
hee..
gonna miss the HSR big family..
sad to say tmr sch starts alr..
need to reali chiong for this 1 more yr..
anw..
vball chalet was alrite laahs..
haa..
cos at nite reali nth to do..
plus our chalet is jus directly opp old changi hospital..
nobody reali dare to go out at nite also..
LOL
worse, there's only us..
ours is chalet M..
the nearest chalet will be chalet K..
which is abt 10 - 15 mins away frm us..
we're lyk in the middle of a forest lyk that..
haa..
the first day we even offer joss sticks to those things..
was feelin reali chilly when we offer the joss stick..
haa..
for dinner..
we had chicken rice!
haa..
weibin they all went to da bao back for all of us..
at nite we went to changi village there to see AH KUAS!!
haa..
got baby dinosaur and big dinosaur..
haa..
baby dinosaur is those verry pretty ones..
and have those can-die-for figures..
and big dinosaur is those fat fat, cmi sort..
LOL
best part of the nite!
we went to east coast's carparks to see those cars can move one..
grins..
as in..
the couples having sex inside..
haa..
soo bad rite us..
but reali very fun and exciting..
but ah niu angry..
cos he say we shld give the couples privacy..
but aft that jiu hao le..
huijun and the guys went to och to explore the place..
reali verry eerie and scary..
even watchin from outside..
reali got one very undescipable feelin..
but i din go..
=)
din dare to take pics either..
cos bernard they all took pics in och den they took sth "dirty" also..
i din dare to view the pic..
hai dao me dun dare take pics also..
actuali i wanna take many many pics to blog de..
but cos of that..
i real dun dare..
they reali very brave..
haa..
slept at ard 4 plus..
den woke up at ard 9 plus..
breakfast is raymond cook de..
hee..
maggi noodles only..
cannot tink too highly of him.
LOL
after that they went to collect the food for bbQ..
weibin they all bought live crabs back to chalet to kill..
haa..
too bad i miss out the crab killing part..
anw..
the crabs, the prawns and the stingray are SUPERB!!!
very very fresh..
haa..
they soo nice..
specially made one set of each no chilli one..
hee..
my whole team all chilli freak sia..
esp raymond..
lyk no chilli will die lyk that..
LOL
after bbQ my parents came to fetch me..
cos today me and my relatives gonna have lunchie at din tai feng..
how can i miss it rite..
LOL
fetch gilbert to yewtee mrt..
all the way we were talkin..
i wonder if my parents find us irritatin..
grins..
liangping got depression..
reali kan bu chu..
reali feel very sry for her..
depression got cure one rite..
hmms..
hope she'll get well soon..
now for today!!!
hee..
went to raffles city shoppin centre to have din tai feng..
yums yums..
was abit grouchy this morn..
maybe due to the lack of slp..
anw..
the food are superb!
the bill was ard 200 bucks..
wonder izit cos my relatives won toto or 4d agn or sth..
thats y the treat..
aft that i went to roxy to buy myself a new slippers..
hee..
19 bucks only..
wanted to do more shoppin..
but slp is more impt!
haa..
now watchin xin jing cha gu shi..
reali soo touchin..
i wanna go shoppin!!!

2007-04-12T20:24:00.000-07:00

i'll be strong..

i still have him!

hee..

do you get the msg he's tryin to convey in this pic?

let me tell you..

he meant..

" dun you dare hurt my precious darling leen.. or else.. "

LOL

no choice ppl..

beta be nice to me..

you wont wan my darling to go after you rite..

[ im dreaming of you baby! ]

[ my world is colourless without you, baby ]

[ my one and only, leen baby! ]

now u noe why he took those pics?

its bcos of me, mE, Me and only ME!

wahaha~

2007-04-11T19:37:00.000-07:00

counting down 1 more day to the end of ITP!!!

YEAHS~!

LOL

yest morn when i arrive at the office..

it was FLOODING!!

the water wall leaked..

and water was everywhere..

everybody walked bare footed..

and we showed the HSR's spirit!!

hee..

everybody was busy stopping the water from flowing..

to minimise the damage..

got one agent verry nice..

he helped us use the dustbin to scoop up the water and throw into the toilet bowl..

-thumbs up-

but the other agents jus stand there and watch "show"..

bth!!

soo not helpful at all..

too bad everybody were busy..

if not i wld have ask them to take a pic of me with the mop..

LOL

pauline called the disater dunno-wat team come..

everything was back to normal abt an hr later..

the whole process was kinda fun actuali..

LOL

lyk tsunami lyk that..

wahaha~

im sick..

i noe..

keke..

[ the disater dunno-wat team ]

[ typical pose. *twist*]

im reali soo in love with the song "zhuan shu tian shi" by tank..

the lyrics are soo meaningful..

i used to tink thai ive found my "zhuan shu tian shi"..

someone who'll brave all storms for me..

someone who'll always be there for me..

someone whom i can trust and count on..
someone whom i can share my happiness and sorrows with..

someone who's willing to let me enter his life and be part of him..

and someone who's willing to enter mine and be part of my life..

but i guess i was wrong..

i tot we cld overcome this army barrier tog..

maybe i was not strong enuff..

sighh!

how saddenin rite..

ive promised my jie yest that frm today onwards..

i'll only tink happy tots..

and be optimmistic..

and so i will..

vball chalet TMR!!!

hee..

at aloha changi..
wonder how will it turn out..

[ SP guys won. 25-nil. jk! =p ]

[ me and evonne ]

[ i'll sit straight next tym! ]

[ we tried.. reali.. =) ]

[ and failed miserably! LOL ]

2007-04-10T05:13:00.000-07:00

im home!

work is as usual boring..

LOL

countin down 3 more days to the end of this dreadful attachment!
wahaha~

okie laahs..

its not that bad actuali..

jus that every morn i have to drag myself off the bed..

and everyday goto try verry hard to kip my eyes open..

yest i took mc..

not bcos i slack okie..

cos im reali not feelin well..

gastric and constipation..

saded!

anw..

after taking my medication..

i went over to soph's place to play MAHJONG!

LOL

best remedy for upset tummies..

grins..

we played 3 legged mahjong..

cos joan has yet to return frm china..

JOANIE, faster come back k..

i miss you so~

and i WON!
wahaha~
won 37 bucks..

it was pretty scary that i can win so much..

cos everytym i go soph's hse place..

i always lose de..

but past 2 tyms i won..

LOL

lady luck is finaly shinin on me..

soph's movin out soon..

they are tryin to sell their hse out now..

so there's afew interruptions durin our mj session..goto clean the hse a little to let the buyers got a good impression of the place..
guess wat..

xiuhan helped to wash the dishes!!

LOL

aint this shocking news?!?

i took some pics when he was doing the dishes..

wanted to blog it up to let ur see..

but idiotic him!

pretend to say he wanna look at the pics..

but he's actuali secretly deleting them away..

*hmpfs*

he's a good catch..

soph darling..

quick grab him!!!

grins..

i wish i cld start my life all over agn..

with no worries..

no troubles..

no hatred..

no sadness..

no tears..

no crying..

only happiness..

only smiles..

only fun..

only laughters..

is that too much to ask for?!?

i noe alot of tyms..

all these things depend on one's mentality and how one look at things..

but mine is gettin frm optimistic to super duper pessimistic..

(im sry if i spell it wrongly ya.. grins..)

agree?!?!

i noe it myself..

im hopeless..

its lyk ive dropped into this big well..

and no matter how hard i struggle..

how much effort i put in to climb out..

i simply cant..

ive reali have enuff of those gloomy days..

i wanna see the rainbow after a storm..

and i'll definitely see it..

` will you be my sunshine after the rain?

[ presenting MNG of the yr - LEONG XIUHAN! ]

[ he's jus trying act shy.. LOL ]

[ found this cute little kit kat pillow at soph's place ]

[ how do i look with long hair? kudos to my sis! its actuali her hair laahs.. ]

[ jus acting stupid! =p ]

[ i tink short hair suits me beta.. ]

[ siblings ]

[ do we look alike? many ppl says so.. ]

[ me ]

[ me and janet during vball outing to ChinaTown ]

[ jiayi, janet and me ]

[ my pillar of strength in the team.. ]

lin and meimiao

2007-04-06T04:38:00.000-07:00

happy GOOD FRIDAY EVERBODY~!!

went to sohpia's place to play mahjong tis morn..

we play till abt 4 plus cos she needs to go to her aunt's place..

actuali is me, xiuhan, her and huirong de..

but rong woke up late in the morn..

so we played 3 legged de..

hee..

i won!!!

grins..

14 bucks..
as usual..

xiuhan is the big winner laahs..

he won 16 or 18 bucks..

i cant reali rem..

LOL~
yest went for trg..

so fun ne..

but i tink i too long nv go for trg alr..

super rusty alr..

haa..

forgot how to jump..

how to spike..

how to rec ball..

etc laahs..

i tink i sure look verry wierd when i play ball yest..

hee..

my zhu jus came back frm outfield trg..

poor dear..

good friday still cannot come out..

i miss WU ZUN!!!

[ me and cousy ying ]

[ me and my sis zi lian-in on a sleepless nite =) ]

[ at sumo house, amk ]

[ my desktop in office. LOL! ]

[ and lastly.. ME! ]

2007-04-03T20:45:00.000-07:00

im so bored at work..

do you know wat have i been doing?!?

let me show you ahh..

grins..

soo shuaii rite..

wahahah~

i did it a pic in powerpoint that features me and him..

but cos the pic format is emf de..

cant blog it here..

if not i sure ask you all..

" WE COMPATIBLE MA? "

hee..

i asked my supervisor we compatible not..

she shake head den say..

look more lyk siblings..

QI SI REN!

whr got sia..

LOL..

reali regret not gg for their qian chang hui the when they were in spore..

ahh!!

faster come agn k..

hmms..

who noes..

i mite be the future mrs wu to-be..

LOL..

first ambition will be to be future mrs chaw to-be..

second will be..

heh heh..

you noe lohs..

haa..

talkin abt him make me soo excited..

grins..

im r o t t i n g agn..

completely the tasks they asked me to do alr..

now waitin for them to give me more..

so in the meantime..

i'll jus continue my search for more wu zun's pics..

-cheeky grins-

2007-04-02T01:23:00.000-07:00

*yawns*

im soo bored..
finished my telemarketin..

now waitin for customers to return my call..

and in the meantime ive got nth to do..

feel lyk sleepin..

return home at 12.30 last nite..

was playin mahjong at his place..

hee..

okie lahs..

i lost agn, as usual..

lost 25 bucks..

we've talked things out..

sighh!

i reali reali mus reflect and repent..

if not..

not only my zhu will leave me..

my frens will leave me too..

he asked me to give him 3 good reasons why im worthy of his love and attention..

cos i always say brk up over trivial matters..

ive given plenty..

he only accepted 2..

1 more to go..

if not he's gonna continue ignorin me..

*crackin my head*

yest he was scoldin me..

but i kip luffin..

haa..

feel that the way he scold me verry man..

loL~

so he ask me why i kip luffin..

so i told him, " cos the way you scold me verry man.. "

den he say," you siao ahh.. i noe.. "

wahaha!

so funny rite..

keke..

was surfin the net jus now..

came across lots of wu zun's pics..

wahaha!
soo in love with him..

reali wish i cld meet him in person..

hee..

so shuaii rite..

jus now i came across a webby..

its abt the top 50 girls and guys..

the top for gals is BOA and guys is MIKE HE JUN XIANG!

hee..

and you know wat?!?!?!

CYNDI WANG is the no.5 on the girls' list..

wth rite..

[ BOA ]

[ Mike He Jun Xiang ]

shuaii shuaii shuaii~

2007-03-30T07:19:00.000-07:00

aiyo~

i dunno why from my previous post..

the first part of the pst cannot go down..

no matter how many tyms i tried to edit..

anw..

jus enjoy lookin at wu zun k..

jus to share with all of you..

the recent pics i took..
hui and sab if your r readin..

there's a little note for your at the bottom..

read it k..

much thanks!

[ hui, me and sab @ dxo ]

[ the event relations ]

[ hui, jeanie, me and sab ]

[ me ]

[ im sry, chabor. i was wrong. ]

[ rong and me @ ljs, lot1 ]

[ rene, rong and me @ ljs after watchin MR BEAN ]

[ me and ying @ sizzler. staff lunchie. i look haggard. PS. i am tired! ]

[ me and ying in office ]

[ the love of my life. im sry. ]

[ @ his place on my bdae. ]

a special note to hui and sab..
im reali sry for not heedin ur advices and bein so stubborn..
ur meant well but i took it for granted..
after that conversation on msn with sabby..
i realise that i was reali a stupid fool..
da fear of losin your and him is overwhelmin..
even if things are gonna end this way..
i jus have to accept it..
but dun worry..
i'll still reflect on myself..
reali thanks for bein there..
though i hadnt had the chance to explain things to him..
but when i have, i definitely will..
lastly, i love you all..
we'r still best frens, rite?

2007-03-30T06:46:00.000-07:00

[ elson ] ("v")

[ wu zun ] ("v")

OMG!!
see my 2 new love..
wahaha~

so shuaii rite?
one so cute and adorable..
the other one so shuaii till i cannot stop lookin at him..
loL~
im sick..
verry verry sick..
WU ZUN..
save me!!!
grins..
today we had staff lunch at sizzler..
*yums yums*
reali eat to our heart's content..
its foc..
bu chi bai bu chi rite..
moreover..
its my first tym eatin sizzler..
wahaha!
had grilled chicken and dory fish fillet..
not that i had 2 sets..
its one set only..
i lyk the salad bar..
got lots of choices..
got fruits, veggies, soups, pasta, spore noodles, nachos, crackers, etc..
and there was also blue cheese..
i dunno if thats the way they spell it..
but its the way they pronouce it..
i tried a little..
and my reaction was, "ee-er, yuck"
haa..
yingying lyk it alot though..
i jus find the taste verry funny..
it taste lyk rotten cheese to me..
loL~
had 2 cups of choco ice cream..
with my fav toppin of raisins, choco fudge, caramel and rainbow sprinklings..
*thumbs-up*
hee..
office was close for 2 hrs cos of the staff lunch..
luckily we were jus dining next door..
after that still goto rush back to office to prepare for the seminar at 2..
but when we return to the office..
reali feel lyk sleepin sia..
haa..
eat too full alr..
i was starin at the comp..
tryin to key in the data..
but i got the urge to lie on the table and sleep noe..
=)
so to kip myself awake..
i went to crystal jade to buy tiramisu..
hee..
reali verry nice..
highly recommended!
i din noe it taste soo gd until yest..
cos i was cryin in the office..
and yingying noe..
but she cldnt pei me eat cos her bf comin to acc her..
she asked if i wan her to help me da bao..
but i said nope, ive got no appetite to eat..
den she bought back that tiramisu for me..
do you know that when you are feelin down..
a small little gesture from a fren is more than enough to make you feel beta..
YINGYING, thanks! =)
after i finish my tiramisu..
i went to toilet to da bian alr..
haa..
soo fast rite..
high metabolism rate..
after that jiu go home le..

2007-03-27T18:42:00.000-07:00

*yawns*
doin my telemarketin agn..
the list looks endless..
we've got 5000 over agents..
and by next wk ive goto get confirmation frm all of them..
hang in there leen!!!
2 more wks..
and im outta hell..
loL~
soo tired..
my eyes wanna close alr..
was checkin out friendster jus now and i came across this interestinig bulletin post..
If you treat him nicely, he says you are in love with him;
if you don't, he says you are proud.
If you dress nicely, he says you are trying to lure him;
if you don't, he says you are fromkampung.
If you argue with him, he says you are stubborn;
if you keep quiet, he says you have no brains.
If you're smarter then him, he'll lose face;
if he's smarter then you, he's great.
If you don't love him, he tries to posses you;
if you love him, he'll try to leave you.
If you don't make love with him, he says you don't love him;
if you do!! he says you're cheap.
If you tell him your problem, he says you're troublesome;
if you don't, he says you don't trust him.
If you scold him, you're like a nanny to him;
if he scolds you, it's because he cares for you.
If you break your promise, he'll say you cannot be trusted;
if he breaks his, he's forced to do so.
If you smoke, you are a bad girl;
if he smokes, he's a gentleman.
If you do well in your exams, he'll say it's luck;
if he does well. it's brains.
If you hurt him, you're cruel;
if he hurts you, you're too sensative..
hee..
so true hor..
i miss my zhu..
hmms..
i mus be independent and mature..
im 19 alr..
hee..
was readin therene's blog jus now..
she reali so farny (funny) lahs..
the way she describe herself and the events verry farny..
haa..
ur shld go read..
i got her link..
=)
i lyk so bad lyk that..
aiy0o~
zhu zhu i miss you lahs..

2007-03-25T21:16:00.000-07:00

hee..
yest was the 25th..
he did come out afterall..
me and my chabors went to settlers cafe at holand v on sat..
cos they cant make it on sun so they help me calebrate the day before..
the food was alrite..
but the games were fun..
loL~!
esp dargon delta and taboo..
soo addicted to taboo..
haa..
after that i went to grandma's place for dinner..
my mummy and sisters reali queued for 2 hrs for the donuts..
loL~!
but sadly..
dun have cheese tartar..
ahh!!!
saded!
i reali tot that he wont be able to help me celebrate my bdae..
but turn out to be..
actuali he has got sth plan for me..
hee..
i seriously mus learn how to kip my cool and not get angry for NTH..
hee..
he bought me a cake frm prima deli and white-pinkish rose..
and my fav, amos cookies!!!
hee..
he always kou shi xin fei one..
last tym say no matter wat wont buy flowers for me anymore..
cos i dunno how to take care..
only noe how to kill it and waste his money..
yest still buy..
loL~
after that we went jp to watch primeval..
i read the review on the net and da ratings were not bad..
but seriously..
that movie aint that nice lahs..
its not reali talkin abt da croc lohs..
haa..
at first i tot it was..
but after da movie..
zhu ask me whether i understand not..
den i told him..
" of cos lahs.. abt crocodiles lohs.. "
he said, " no lohs.. its not abt crocodiles lohs.. see.. waste soo much money watchin
a movie you dun understand.. told you dun watch liaos.. "
den he gave me da i-told-you-so look..
duhh~!
da show quite sad actuali..
wkends watch movies reali bo hwa..
very ex lehs..
haa..
after that we had mac for dinner..
den he went home to pack his stuffs..
he send me home den went back to camp..
hee..

2007-03-20T20:24:00.000-07:00

yest i went to dxo for briefin for the property bingo thingey..
saw my chabors..
my first tym gg to dxo and its with them..
loL~!
do we look lyk we club or drink?
haa..
da briefin was a short one..
was suppose to return to the office to finish my uncompleted work..
but we went to raffles city shoppin centre to queue for the donuts instead..
haa..
we queued for nearly 2 hrs noe..
my legs are achin lyk crazy..
but its definitly worth that 2 hrs lahs..
haa..
da donuts are super duper nice..
esp da cheese tartar and white strawberry heart..
*meltss*
grins..
my mum says she's gonna buy that for me on my bdae..
so instead of cake..
i'll be treatin my cousys to one donuts each..
loL~!
hey..
its my bdae..
it has goto to be different and unique..
tsktsk..
as there's alot of ppl queuein..
one person can only buy 2 dozens max..
so this sat my mummy will be bringin my sis along..
in this way..
they can purchase 4 dozens instead of two..
wahaha~
aft that went to buy yingying's cheese sausage..
den return to office..
by the tym i return was alr 8 plus..
soo guilty..
my supervisor treat us so well..
but i came back soo late..
and when i explain things to her..
she still very nicely say, "aiyah.. nvm one.. i though you came back alr lohs.."
see..
soo nice rite..
haa..
made me soo guilty..
there wont be a second tym..
promise!
=)
da 25th is comin..
i wonder wats gonna happen on that day..
so far..
no plans yet for that day..
am waitin for that somebody to ask me out..
my zhu mite have to do guard duty if he cant find a replacement..
soo..
anyone, wanna date me on sun?!?! =)
jus hope it wont be a disappointin bdae lahs..
*prays*
today at work is as usual..
b o r i n g..
i print the risograph wrongly..
and wasted the agent's 1k plus paper..
soo guilty..
luckily he's nice and said nvm..
he'll be bringin down more paper later..
hee..
im r o t t i n g..

2007-03-15T07:52:00.000-07:00

today pauline's son came to work with her..
his name is elton..
hee..
he's soo cute and adorable..
unlike any other naughty 6 yr old kids..
he's obedient and friendly..
wont talk back to you or give you face and cry for mummy..
haa..
we played comp games almost the whole day today..
but still..
i got work k..
=)
though i admit i din help much at work today..
i had fun babysitting elton..
i even brought him out for lunch with me, yingying and johnson..
i tink he has some probs pronouncin johnson..
he kip sayin 'thong-son' despite me repeatin many tyms the correct pronounciation to him..
loL~!
thats why he's soo cute..
reali brighten up my day today..
*muacks*
this morn i bump into stef at the mrt stat..
hee..
she found herself a part tym job in a clinic at causeway..
hee..
though its holidays now..
but i believe most of us are busy with work and hardly have the tym to catch up with one another..
needless to say..
joan and keat who are in china and australia respectively..
hope they are doin well there..
was msn-in with joan jus now..
and she say that china sucks..
haa..
i missed her..
i missed our mahjong sessions..
come back soon k joanie..
misses~
i tink sophia is missin..
cos since last wk..
i cldnt get her..
haa..
dunno wat is she up to..
anw..
hope she's satisfy with her results and enjoyin her holi..
=)
i believe my zhu still cant forgive me..
cos he hadnt reali contact me since mon..
sighh!
i hate quarrels..
i noe i noe..
its my fault agn..
='(
its been a loonng tym since i last went to the beach..
i miss suntannin, beach volleyin, layin down on the sand and gossippin with my darlings and the cool sea..
haa..
my pay's comin soon..
hee..
30th march!!!
i cnat wait for that to come faster..
but of cos..
my bdae first..
loL~!
tata~

2007-03-14T06:53:00.000-07:00

ARGH!
i jus finish typin my entry for today..
and wen i press publish..
everythin gone..
bekcek!
anw..
i had creamy chicken frm pastamania for lunch today..
tpy is reali gettin soo borin..
*double yawns*
me and zg went to watch hannibal rising on mon..
it wasnt as scary as portrited on the poster..
before i watch da show somebody told me its abt a guy eatin ppl..
but it wasnt lyk that laahs..
haa.
i typed out the summary in my post jus now..
im lazy to retype it now..
kekez..
but its kinda sad laahs da show..
me and my zhu quarrel cos of you-know-who agn..
sighh!
he say its not abt forgivin..
den wat is it abt?
do enlighten me ya..
=(
did your watch the dance floor jus now?
the grps were A W E S O M E..
AWESOME AWESOME TOTALLY~
haa..
reminds me of the cheer in sec schs..
anw..
i tookback wat i said in i-forgot-which-entry-alr..
abt ESquare..
i reali lyk their performance today..
=)
and one of the gal reali look lyk fangting lohs..
maybe thats her sis..
loL~!
how i wish i cld dance lyk them one day..
-bubbles bubbles-
my dancin sucks..
its unwatchable..
haa..
even my family relate my dancin to robot dance..
sad rite..
*hmpfs*
wen i got the capital..
i vow to take to learn dancin..
and i'll make your jaws drop and eyes pop..
tsktsk..
wahaha~
goto go watch "it started with a kiss" alr..
tata~

PS. I REALLY NEED TO BRUSH UP ON MY ENG!!

2007-03-14T06:29:00.000-07:00

i had creamy chicken from pastamania during lunch brk today..
hee..
*yummy yum yum*
its nice..
but you'll get sick of it easily too..
had honey milk tea aft that..
i reali miss the milk tea in taiwan..
-drools-
anw..
on mon me and zg went to catch a movie at bugis..
we watched hannibal rising..
it isnt as scary as portraited in the poster..
before the show..
someone told me its abt a guy eatin ppl..
but its reali lyk that laahs..
its abt a boy whose family died in a war..
as they were to young to go out to hunt for food..
they stayed in their house and survive on that little bit of white substance (i tink is congee)..
and rotten potatoes..
until one day..
a grp of barbaric soldiers came to seek refuge at their place..
they ransack their house and took away all the valuables..
including food..
and even tied the da 2 kids tog and nv even give them food..
as the network was destroyed by their enemies..
there's no way for the soldiers to communicate with the outside world..
and their food suppy is runnin low..
worse..
its winter..
its hard to hunt for edible animals as well..
so the barbarioc soldiers planned to eat the boy's sis to continue survive..
soo cruel and bad rite?
da little boy witness them cuttin and cookin his sis..
and have been havin nightmares of his sis bein eaten up since then..
and wen he grow up..
he vows to find the soldiers who ate his sis and kill them all..
to help avenge for his sis..
summary of the story..
tsktsk..
not bad uh~
loL!
the show last for abt 2 hrs..
i tot the show was kinda borin..
but zg find that it was quite nice..
da front part is too draggy laahs..
kekez..
i had a quarrel with my zhu..
cos of you-know-who agn..
sighh!
he say it aint abt forgivin..
den wat is it abt?
pls enlighten me..
anw..
let bygones be bygones ba..
did your watch the dance floor jus now?
hee..
soo exciting ne..
i take back wat i said abt ESquare in i-forgot-which-entry-alr..
they performed well today..
i lyk that..
way to go!
*cheers*
hmms..
how i wish one day i'll be able to dance lyk them..
my dancin reali sucks..
even my family relate my dancin to robots dancin..
how sad rite..
*hmpfs*
i swear wen i have the capital..
i'll go learn dancin..
and make your mouth open wide and your eyes drop..
wahahaha~
hao ba..
goto go watch "it started with a kiss" alr..
tata~
*muacks*

` i reali need to brush up on my ang moh!!

2007-03-06T06:02:00.000-08:00

in my sweet sweet home..
hee..
today at work was tiring..
workload is piling up..
almost everyday has endless things to do..
poor colleagues..
anws..
RESULTS WILL BE OUT TMR!
loL~!
kan jiong spider..
i fear i'll fail my mbw and have to retake the module..
if this is reali da case..
den i'll have to take DOUBLE mbw..
cos ive chosen qs..
which means to say..
i'll have to do mbw for one more yr..
though im a little scare that i cant manage my modules and tym..
but i hadnt regret choosing that option..
i'll just have to work harder..
=)
i tink i am slowly sinkin into depression..
shockin news to you?!
haa..
it seems lyk i have endless probs to brood over and awaitin me to solve..
my morale, cheefulness, self confidence level is rapidly droppin..
wats da cause?
ive no idea either..
no matter how hard i try to be how i used to be..
i just cant throw those unhappy thoughts away..
seriously..
i feel that i am more cheerful and carefree in da past..
i wont brood over things that im broodin now..
i know i reali have to change..
but how to..
ive been tryin and tryin..
to no avail..
kinda demoralizin noe..
i miss my frens..
asist me in findin my old self back..
will you?

2007-03-04T19:48:00.000-08:00

-at my workplace-
*yawns*
im r o t t i n g again..
haa..
today yingying and alvin on mc..
which means to say..
ive goto have lunch with zhi ming ALONE..
siann~
i tink i need to see a dentist soon..
my gums are bleedin..
i also dunno why..
it feels as if ive got a blue black on my gum..
eww~
seriously..
not that im eatin snake..
but i reali have got nth to do..
i wonder will they jue de i fan not wen i kip askin them got thing need my help not..
enev if they dun feel this way..
i will lohs..
can imagine the whole day i goto kip askin them got things need me to do not..
den if i dun ask..
i'll reali be r o t t i n g at my desk..
playing games..
surfin net..
'pinic-in'
things that you wont usually get to do in da office..
i almost did it all..
loL~!
now you know how bored m i?!?!?
if i dun ask and jus continue r o t t i n g at my desk..
my ic mite jus fail me for my itp..
dilemma!
sighh~
lunch alone..
jus now went to buy back..
tot i could leave this place to take a breather..
but sadly..
dunno whr tt zhiming went to..
den nobody pei me eat already..
was intendin to skip my meal..
but my tummy is grumblin lyk hell..
-smellin my zinger-
yum yum!
whr has all my frens gone to?!?!?
everybody lyk soo busy lyk that..
m i too free or wat?
arghh!
i mus kip myself busy busy busy..
-enjoyin my zinger!-

2007-03-01T05:02:00.000-08:00

im homee~
hee..
tmr toto's top prize is 10 MILLION~
-woots-
have you bought your share??!?!?
hee..
ive bought mine..
though i dun tink i'll win laahs..
jus tryin out my luck..
=)
*prays*
-i could hear da money callin me-
tsktsk..
today at work is still da same..
callin, callin and still callin..
endless calls to make..
some ppl reali siao one lohs..
jus call to invite you to da exhibition wat..
so fierce for wat..
but some reali nice..
hee..
still chat with me on da fone..
for awhile lohs..
my zhu is at outfield agn..
poor thing hor..
but he still cldnt resist da temptation of buyin toto..
but anyway..
if he win..
i'll get a share too..
grins..
some ppl mite feel that its a waste of money..
but if you dun try..
you'll never know if you'll win not rite..
i know there aint shortcuts to gettin rich..
but jus for fun lohs..
=)
did your watch da dance floor jus now?
hmms..
i feel that ESquare shldnt get in..
i believe Streetz Disciple and Jus The Two Of Us are definitely better than them..
well..
i dunno how you guys feel..
thats my opinion..
uh-huh..
anybody got any weekend jobs to intro?
jus wanna earn extra bucks..
you know laahs..
we, attachment students are reali underpaid..
pay soo little and we are bein fully utilised..
we do all da 'sai gang' lohs..
help those ppl who jus left da company to 'kio sai'..
loL~!
k laahs..
i shant complain anymore..
cos i heard in da past some of da attachment students get as low as $300 per mth!
-shakes head-
goto go install msn messenger into my revived comp..
ta~

2007-02-26T19:36:00.000-08:00

-at my workplace-
YUPPIES!
tis kind lady found my wallet and she return it back to me yest..
muahaha~
dere's still kind soul ard spore uh..
though i dunno why she kept it with her until yest den contact me..
but nvm..
wat matters is that i got my wallet and da contents back..
loL~
u noe how da gal found me?
she msg me on friendster saying that she found my wallet and ask me to call her back..
woot~
luckily i got a friendster acc..
hee..
im not so sway after all..
grins..
sighh~
im soo soo bored right now..
goto wait for my colleagues to settle her stuffs first den she can assign me my stuffs..
so here i am..
blogging, checkin out online sales..
and r o t t i n g..
but its not so bad laahs..
it beats having to type out 3 sets of notes for da new agents..
it adds up to a total of 51 pages noe..
backaches, handaches, eyeaches..
loL~!
later got trg!!!
hee..
but hor..
cos we need to attend da seminars held by other real estate company..
and ERA's is LATER!!!
at 7.30..
im praying hard that we dun have to go for that one..
cos i wanna go trg..
*prays prays*
i miss my zhu..
he say he'll be very busy from tis wk onwards..
cos he has got outfiled trgs..
tsktsk..
poor thing..
jiayou!
hmms..
we have all grown up..
its tym for me to put da past behind and look forward to da future..
i have to grow up also..
cannot xiao hai zi qi already..
im 19!!
-psst-
my bdae comin..
grins..
WO ZHANG DA LE~!

2007-02-25T19:31:00.000-08:00

-at my workplace-
*yawns*
soo tired..
hmms..
wonder when m i not tired..
-bubbles-
i tell ur sth ahh..
I LOST MY WALLET!!!!!!!
i left it in jurong point's toilet den forget to take out..
and wen i return..
ITS GONE!!!
*sobs*
my ic, atm card, ezy link..
all da cards all gone laahs..
da saddest thing is..
my neo prints all gone for good!!!!
da ones i took with my good good frens de..
all dun have already..
inside also dun have cash..
dunno da person take for wat..
I-D-I-O-T!
haiyo0o~
i jus wish da person wld return me my wallet..
and last sat was da first tym i lost my wallet you noe..
ever since i tong shi yi hou..
*prays*
jus now ms liew came to see us..
and ask we got meet with any difficulties at work not..
but..
she refuse to tell me if i got pass my mbw retest not..
so shen shen mi mi..
make me xin yang yang..
-scratchy scratchy-
hee..
i gg for lunchie in another half an hr's tym.
hee..
my tummy is grumblin..
my daddy got a new hp..
hee..
n80..
cos he bought da MIO..
den it comes with a free hp..
but da hp mus have internet access also..
so he chose that..
hee..
im soo lookin forward to april..
cos i can change new fone..
wahaha~!

2007-02-21T23:47:00.000-08:00

guess whr i am now?
bet u dunno..
haa..
TA-DA!
im at my workplace..
*yawns*
so so borin..
ive finished wat my ic wan me to do..
and now im nua-in..
i feel so sleepy..
*double yawns*
jus now wen i was checkin da invoices..
it feels lyk im dreamin..
reali feel lyk lyin on da table and sleep..
last nite i slept quite earli..
at ard 11pm..
but why do i still feel soo sleepy?!?
anws..
my ic and afew older staffs here gave us ang baos!!!
whee~
dey soo nice rite?
kekez..
my home comp is "dead"..
as in..
da other tym my dad was tryin to re format da comp..
and he accidentally delete all our stuffs..
my pics, videos, songs, data..
everything gone already..
*sobs*
btw..
got 1 song wanna introduce to ur..
zhuan shu tian shi by tank..
super duper very very nice..
da lyrics also very meaningful..
hee..
im soo in love with that song..

mei you shei nen ba ni qiang li wo shen bang
ni shi wo de zhuan shu tian shi
wei wo nen du zhan
mei you shei nen qu dai ni zai wo xin shang
yong you yi ge zhuan shu tian shi
wo na li hai xu yao bie de yuan wang

2007-02-21T04:35:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR~! =)
4th day of cny already..
how tym flies..
its reali not my year tis year..
cos i kip losin money..
*sobs*
accumulatin all my losses since chu yi..
tink got 30 over ba..
soo sad rite..
but nvm laahs..
loong loong once..
hee..
today we went to sabby's place to pai nian..
we played 'dai di' at her place..
i lost 2 bucks..
aft that we came to my place to play agn..
i lost agn ne..
sad sad..
hui is da BIG winner..
she took out 20 cents to play..
and won 10 over dollars..
haa..
yest i went to huijun's place gamble also lose..
sighh!
i reali shld stop gamblin..
if not i'll lose all my ang bao money..
hee..
tis yr's cny not as happy and as fun as last yr..
i also dunno y..
SIANN AHH~
tmr start work already..
i dun lyk to go work..
=(
i wanna buy lots of things ne..
i wanna buy a new bag..
another pair of jeans..
new shoes..
new shirts / tops..
hee..
use ang bao money..
haa..
hope all of u enjoed ur new year aiights!
*muacks~

2007-02-15T06:23:00.000-08:00

YEAHS!!!
tmr no need to work..
yooh0o~
=)
attachment was alrite so far..
da ppl dere are friendly and nice..
except for one..
short, idiotic, arrogant gal..
and yingying say she has got BO!!!
wahaha!
i lyk my ic though..
she's nice, motherly, understandin, ah-lian lyk..
and she kip givin breaks..
grins..
thats y she's da best!
hee..
tis attachment made me understand yingying beta..
though first impression isnt that good..
but actuali she's quite a nice gal..
she has been tog with her bf for 3 yrs..
can u believe it??
hee..
lucky chap..
yingying is a nice gal..
=)
heard some of their class's politics..
i tot my class very jialat already..
but theirs also no beta laahs..
loL!
ppl..
how was ur vday?
sadly..
ive got no valentine..
cos my zhu has got guard duty that day..
so swayly..
but anws..
hee..
but da worse thing is..
i tot ive got my frens to celebrate tis day with..
but dey were all fully booked!
made me feel soo friendless..
*sobs*
but no biggy..
cos i rec a rose..
wahaha!
frm one of da agents frm my company..
=)
and actuali me and zhu has celebrated our vday earlier last sun..
hee..

i jus dun understand how thick skinned and stubborn can some ppl be..
i tried to help..
and da ans is NO..
do u understand wats da meanin of NO?
means CANNOT!!!
why still wanna insist that things go ur way..
and still place things at ppl's doorstep..
please enlighten me, STEVEN!
i bet it has nv occur to u that u'll get me into a deep shit..
and u still have da cheek to ask me, " why lehs? sth unhappy happened? "
and wen i told u that u've gotten me into a deep shit..
why didnt u rpl?
guilty?
tryin to run away frm da prob?
u fuckin selfish arse!
sicko!
u r damn sick laahs..
do u noe how pissed i was wen i learnt abt this incident?
`!%$&^#*&%^*#$%^&@
i was workin laahs..
for goodness sake..
and u totally spoilt my day..
thanks alot!
trust me..
i'll nv help u anymore..
and its N-E-V-E-R!
do u noe wat this means?
if u dunno..
check da dictionary arsehole!
i dunno how da fuckin hell u manage to get his add..
but if i noe that u go ard tellin ur fan club ppl abt tis..
be sure that i'll give u hell wen sch reopen!

2007-02-08T21:41:00.000-08:00

YEAHS~!
-heaves a sigh of relief-
exams finali OVER!!
wahahaha~
but sadly..
nxt wk jiu start attachment le..
can u imagine i goto work on saturdays as well?!?!?!?!
luckily is only alternate saturdays..
if not i sure die..
kekez..
jus now i tot came to my mind..
if one day i were to contract an incurable disease..
or mabi dun say incurable laahs..
haa..
say i contract an illness..
will i choose to undergo treatment or jus let me die..
and will i still be with my zhu or will i brk up with him..
for fear that i'll be a burden to him and my family members..
sighh~
tough choice uh..
but ive picked my choice..
=)
i'll choose not to undergo treatment..
takin my family's financial condition into consideration..
and i'll brk up with my zhu..
and wen i die..
lyk wat xu wei lun wished for..
i wished my frens and family will come see me also..
but rem..
dun cry k..
i wanna see ur happy happy de..
life is reali soo vulnerable..
so ppl..
do ha0 hao treasure da ppl ard u k..
-nods-
i'll hao hao treasure ni men de!!!!
hee..
LUO ZHI XIANG VERY SHUAII~!!!
hee..
ur got see him dance jus now at da dance floor?
OMG!!!!
im simply in love with him laahs..
loL~!
anybody gg for his mini concert tmr?
or his qian chang hui on sat?
tell me k..
if u r gg..
hee..
i dunno whether i can go not..
cos huijun dey all wanna go celebrate linli's bdae on sat..
=)
cher leavin for australia nxt mon..
and i dunno whether i can go send her off not..
cos i got attachment..
*sobs*
and she'll be away for 6 yrs i tink..
cos she wanna be a vet..
she soo wei da hor..
its gonna be hard for me to be alone in a foreign country..
i scare this scare that..
hee..
tink i stay in singapore will be da best laahs..
loL~!
i haven but cny clothings yet!!!
who wanna go with me?
hee..
i need to buy office wear also..
cos nxt mon need to wear..
sighh!
-empty pocket-

` no matter da distance.. u'll be da only one..

2007-02-05T23:48:00.000-08:00

my emotions are goin on a roller coaster ride..
and is those with more than 2 loops..
if u r a true fren of mine..
and u r reali concern abt how i feel..
u'll fuckin call me aft readin this..

*sry abt da coarse language..
but im jus soo damn fuckin pissed and hurt..

2007-01-30T21:36:00.000-08:00

went shoppin wif my mummy jus now..
we went to lot1 lahs..
though lot1 has got many new open shops..
but still..
dere isnt much to shop..
its jus convenient..
cos ive got direct bus dere..
hee..
wanted to shop for my new year clothings de..
but sadly..
i din buy any..
bought myself a bag, new nail polish and a pair of ear rings..
hee..
after that jiu went home le..
last sat was zhu's bdae..
at first everything was going smoothly as planned de..
but sighh~!
we din end da day very happily..
suan le..
its over and we've tok things out..
shall not tok abt it here..
=)
anws..
he's away on a 4D3N outfield camp..
*misses*
last sat nite..
we played tong xiao mahjong at his place..
and i LOST!!!
and as usual..
he paid for me..
hee..
so nice of him..
made me soo guilty..
everytym bully him..
say those things i shldnt say..
and do those things he dun lyk me to do..
sighh~
wat kind of gf i m sia!
jie send me an email..
it wrote..
which hurts most?
sayin sth and wish u hadnt?
or sayin nth and wish you had?
the most important things are da hardest to say..
many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much..
for fear that da other person doesnt care as much, or even at all..
so thru tis post..
i wanna tell all my frens, my chab0rs and my zhu that..
I LOVE YOU ALL~!
*muacks*

2007-01-26T23:44:00.000-08:00

yeah~!
4 test modules oVeR!
hee..
now left pm1, bmt and econs..
jiay0u~!
my itp at toa payoh ne..
sighh!
though got straight train..
but still very far..
s0bs!
da other day i tried bloggin..
but dunno why dey cannot show my post..
siao siao one..
anws..
jus now went to rebond hair..
aft that me and my mummy went to tis roadside eyebrown plucker to haf our 'zha mao' plucked..
mine still alrite..
but my mummy's one..
ohh mmyy~
da left side shorter than da rite side sia~
she so bekcek..
den kip blamin my bro for distractin her..
hai her din communicate properly wif da eyebrown plucker..
anws..
over le jiu suan le lohs..
hmms..
tmr's joanie's bdae..
hee..
i jus realise that my blog cannot read da chinese words..
tis song is col ni shi wo de bao bei..
by cao ge..
soo cute hor..
hee..
yest was da finals for tis yr's ivp..
sadly..
we lost to tp agn..
1st runner-up also not bad lahs..
hee..
da guys lost to ntu agn also..
we soo sway hor?
sighh~
but it was a good match between da 2 teams..
ntu got one ang moh..
waa~
he reali can fly man..
lyk superman lyk that..
thats wat i col him..
SUPERMAN~!
den everytym he go da net to spike sure gain point de..
-applause-
at first wen i saw him jue de he luk abit lyk xiasue's bf ne..
mabi cos he also ang moh lahs..
grins..
but he's not..
tokin abt xiaxue..
aft da prize givin..
all of us went to newton circus to eat..
wif jane and bobby..
=)
we saw xiaxue and her bf and one more gal..
dunno who she is..
actuali hor..
xiaxue quite plump lohs..
=p
i tot she quite tall de..
but not reali lahs..
her bf also not very tall..
tot that ang mohs all very tall and shuaii de izit?
hee..
same as me..
but her bf aint very tall lahs..
either as tall as me or shorter..
hee..
aft that me, jane, junyuan and zhongda took cab back..
thanks jane!
for payin for da taxi fare..
still rem last yr durin polite..
i sprained my ankle and grace and xiangting were helpin me ice my poor ankle..
she came over and told me how to go abt claimin da insurance etc..
i still ask her, " u frm sp de ah?"
loL~!
den she was lyk, " of cos lahs.. if not i tell u for wat?"
soo funny..
new yr is comin!!!
whee~
tym to shop for new outfits..
haa..
take care everybody!!!
meet up soon k..
*muacks*

` my zhu bookin out tis wkend!! hee..

2007-01-23T11:56:00.000-08:00

2007-01-21T01:45:00.000-08:00

STRESS AHH~
tmr is ct paper le..
soo jing zhang ne..
fail jiu chan le..
been tryin my very very best to memorise da drawings and their characteristics..
waa~
brain gonna explode liaos..
jus pray that tmr wen i enter da exam hall..
i wont suddenly forget everything..
*prays*
my new blog song!!
你是我的宝贝 by cao ge..
hee..
nice ne..
listen carefully to dem tok ya at da beginnin of da song..
soo cute.
kekez..
sighh~
if a guy sing tis to me..
i sure melt de..
loL~
anws..
thats impossible lahs..
tmr vs nus..
hope we'll win..
though its gonna be quite a tough match..
but jiay0u k..
da ball is round..
we mite win..
who noes..
hee..
da thing is..
ive got cp da nxt day..
oh man!
die le lahs..
hais..
im listenin to let me die by xie ting feng..
i find da lyrics quite meaningful..
i will love you till da end of tym..
wif every breath of mine i'll hold u by my side..
but i'll rest in peace my sweetheart, will you..
let me die in your arms wif you..
only you cld stop da rain tonite..
only you can make my world so bright..
life no longer empty wif you in my heart..
s0bs~
everytym i hear tis song i'll feel lyk cryin..
soo sad rite?
soo touchin also..
hao ba..
goto go back to my revision le..
-muggin-

` apology accepted..

2007-01-19T06:50:00.000-08:00

YeAs~!
diya won!!
gals champ..
-woots-
hee..
wat a pity..
'xia0 lu dou 'din win..
hw soo cute noe..
hui mus be very happy that daren got in..
=)
support diya k!!
da other tym our class had a quarrel over how to use da $6.5o..
that $6.5o caused our class to be divided into many grps..
we'r no longer united and bonded..
hmms..
but actuali we werent verry united or bonded in da first place lahs..
tsk..
and thru that incident im surprised by some people's reaction..
im glad that she stand up for jimmy..
tis shows that he din dote on her for nth..
but seriously i jus jue de..
she shldnt lyk make it HERS and sophia's affair..
wen its suppose to be sophia and da organiser's responsibilities to settle da confusion..
till today..
i still cant figure why she send sophia that msg..
anws..
already over le..
jiu suan le ba..
=)
my point is..
we took tis money to eat pizza today for lunchie..
since that incident some of us hadnt been tokin to da other some of dem and vice versa..
tis eat-pizza-as-a-class getherin din work very well i jue de..
mabi its jus oni me..
but i cld feel da awkwardness wen we were eatin..
wat to do..
im jus so overr-sensitivee~
hee..
aft that actuali wanna meet jia de..
cos she very upset..
but she goin meet kh..
hope dey'll be able to tok things out..
jiay0u darling~!
AHHH~
first paper in less than 3 days' tym..
gan jiong ne..
kekez..
been studyin for ct since i return home..
hardworkin de lehs..
hee..
dear dear god!!
please let me pass my CT (construction technology)!!
tmr got trg at sembawang..
hmms..
but i dunno i goin not..
my right eye still pain ne..
for wat reason i dunno ne..
its not swollen..
but it hurts wenever i blink my eye..
lyk somebody jus gave me an orbaka lyk that..
3 days already..
still haven hao..
siann..
dun dare to wear contact lens..
scare will aggravate da pain..
soo..
go for trg also no use..
cant see da ball..
also..
if i not goin can shun pian take da tym t study for my contract procurement..
muhaha~!
see how it goes ba..
told ade i'll go if it gets beta..
lately ive been slpin quite late..
pimples startin to pop out le..
got one at my eyebrow dere..
so painful lohs..
tis 2 wks also cannot too earli slp..
cos need to study..
"pimple pimple guai guai go away.."
been feelin kinda down these few days..
studies..
him..
friends..
sighh~
wen will my life get beta?
da other day i had a very selfish tot..
was tinkin if i shld say yes to eugene..
he's 31..
has a stable job and income..
lyks me alot..
not bad lukin..
owns a car..
dote on me..
good catch uh?
da qn is..
whether i lyk him not..
hmms..
i jue de..
whether i lyk him not..
actuali it doesnt reali matters anymore..
cos even though i lyk my zhu soo much..
he dun reali noe how to treasure me..
so wat for lovin a person soo much wen he dun appreciate wat ive done for him?
mabi even if i dun lyk eugene..
he mite still treat me beta..
but den..
dere's still da age factor..
he's 12 yrs older than me..
well..
that was wat i felt afew days ago..
now of cos dun tink tis way le lohs..
jus hope he'll appreciate wat ive done for him..
vice versa i noe..
kekez..
i oni lyk zhu~! =)

2007-01-18T01:06:00.000-08:00

woke up at 2plus pm today..
received jiahui's msg askin if i going down to watch da guy's match..
and i rush down to school..
practically runnin to da mrt stat..
-pants-
cos da bus leavin at 4..
and by da tym i leave hse is 3.20 le..
i ran fmr dover mrt stat to da bus..
liwei col me..
cos she saw me runnin..
she say i ran lyk i jus saw a ghost..
-faints-
loL~
anws..
i manage to board da bus in tym..
nice uncle..
not lyk that tym that one..
-roll eyes-
today da gusy vs smu..
neeless to say..
dey won!
3-0..
dey took oni 45 mins to 'finish dem off'
loL~
easy game..
tsktsk..
jus now np gals vs nus gals..
np lost..
but i jue de dey played quite well..
=)
da bus is suppose to come at 8..
but today it came super earli at 7..
not long aft da guys finish their match..
so reali home quite earli today..
but din manage to catch superstar's finals..
luckily i ask my mummy to help me record..
was watchin da rerun (new word i learn frm hui today.. hee..) jus now..
wOw~
carrie broke darren's record..
she got 44.5 for her last song..
-applause-
hope diya will win..
hee..
not that carrie is not good..
jus that i jue de diya is beta..
=)
too bad tmr got match..
cant watch da guys sing..
goto watch rerun agn..
-sObs-
my TINTIN~
grins..
last nite i was tokin to yisheng on msn abt my twitchin left eyelid..
den he told me that it actuali means somebody is tokin bad abt me..
not that sth bad is gonna happen..
WHO'S DA CULPRIT?!?
beta own up..
or else..
-rotating my fists-
haa..
anws..
and if ur right eyelid twitch means that somebody's tokin sth good abt u..
=)
tmr guobin is fetchin me to school agn..
hee..
dunno why he soo good lately..
last tym ask him come fetch me jiu grumble say petrol very ex..
muhaha!
anws..
free ride..
why not?
hee..
dun haf to 'squeeze' wif those anuties and uncles..
-double yeas-
called my zhu jus now..
he's havin outfiled trg..
so exciting ne..
haa..
he and his 'green frens' on their way back to their base..
and he tokin to MEEE..
-woots-
exciting hor?!?
grins..
his background very noisy..
he's practically shoutin over da fone..
but we tok for awhile nia lohs..
erms..
abt 3 mins lyk that jiu hang up le..
i jue ding le..
in my nxt life..
i wanna be a man..
wanna experience how it's lyk in da army..
in this wat..
in my nxt nxt life wen i become a gal agn..
i'll understand how tough it is in army..
and ownt always wu li qu nao le..
-yupps-
loL~! =)
feelin abit guilty now..
cos im suppose to study for my ct..
but hor..
reali no mood sia~
sianzation..
jiayou leen!!!!

` everthing turn out jus fine.. =))
` a wk to his bdae.. =))

2007-01-17T02:17:00.000-08:00

another day has passed..
how tym flies..
in 5 days' tym i'll be takin my first paper le..
-AMEN-
today we vs sim..
we won!
first set we trashed dem..
6-25 if i din remember wrongly..
but second set onwards..
dey din play very well..
hmms..
dunno y also..
coach kinda bekcek..
all of dem face brack brack de..
sighh~
but nvm lahs..
we still win! =)
as usual..
da same grp of us took da sch bus home..
on da way back..
we were teasin bernard abt him and yingli..
loL~
reali surprisin that he and yingli soo gum de..
kekez..
went home straight to do my ct tutorial..
hais..
please dear dear god!
let me pass my ct, cp and mbw..
no no no..
let me pass ALL of my modules..
and let me enter pm instead of qs k..
*prays*
its 2:00 am in da morn..
im tired..
but i cldnt slp..
sth's on my mind..
anws..
ive got a premonition that sth bad is gonna happen later..
cos my left eyelid kip twitchin..
and guihau said that if gal's left eyelid twitch..
its not a very good sign..
but if a gal's rite eyelid twitch..
its good!
so gals..
start twitchin ur eyelid now..
muhaha~
jus kiddin lahs..
jared!!
cheer up k..
we mus jiay0u ya..
cannot fail!!
hee..
since u chose qs..
u mus work doubly hard on ur mbw k..
all da best!! =)
i learn a new word today!!
[ EXPLICIT = dun need to make it so public ]
learn frm karis de..
hee..

` be patient leen~

2007-01-16T00:49:00.000-08:00

tis post is dedicated to my sistas (hui, sab and stef)..

aft readin ur blogs..
but i cant find stef's webby.. =)
i realise i missed alot of fun tyms wif ur..
makes me very sad ne..
s0bs~!
lyk sabby's graduating day from hai die..
i dun even noe anythin ne..
until jus now..
=(
wen i free..
ur not free..
that tym ur say wanna meet for dinner..
i cant cos i got trg..
so so sry ne..
meet up soon k..
we've got lots to catch up..
i MISS you all~!

2007-01-15T23:52:00.000-08:00

finali hui dao jia le..
aft a loonng and tiring day in school..
well..
first let me blog abt yest..
hee..
yest i went to meet my zhu..
=)
we had lunchie tog..
we were at jurong point..
cos he needed to buy some stuffs back to camp..
toiletries and contact lens solution to be exact..
tee hee hee..
we went to 7-11..
cos last tym dey got sell those travel size solutions..
but now dey dun le ne..
so we went to watsons to check it out..
also dun haf..
-bekcek-
last tym BnL used to sell those travel size solutions..
but now cos of da eye infection thingey..
dey stop sellin le..
please ppl..
clean ur lenses k..
no rub doesnt mean u reali dun rub it k..
rinse ur lens wif da solution first before storing dem in ur lens case ya..
okok..
back to da point..
=)
so we went to guardian..
we saw this travel size contact lens solution..
from i-dunno-wat-brand..
it says suitable for all contact lens(hard/soft)..
and da price is $11..
though its abit ex for a travel size solution..
quite small bottle actuali..
but bo bian le..
he in a rush..
so we jiu buy lohs..
we brought it to da counter and da wen da cahier scan..
she said, "$60.85 please.."
GOODNESS ME!!!
for such a small bottle of solution.
it actuali cost soo much..
but tts not da point..
da price tag ming ming write $11..
not worth it rite?
but zhu still say..
"er.. ok.. can i pay by nets?"
"huh.. dun buy lahs.. so ex lohs.. but da big bottle one more worth it.." -ME
hee..
so i went to check wif da salesperson..
at first he still say mabi da cashier key in wrongly da price..
who knows..
wen he scan it himself..
da price is still $60.85..
-roll eyes-
we ended up buyin solocare, twinpack..
cos dey r havin promo..
and its oni $20 for 2 big bottles and 1 small one..
much much MUCH more worth it..
see how impt i am, my zhu..
if i wasnt dere..
you mite haf bought da very very ex and not worth it solution le..
tsktsk..
wahahaha!

TODAY is another WET and TIRING day..
first tym in poly..
i felt STRESSED!!
exams in less than a wk tym..
but i haven start revision yet..
die le lahs..
tis tym round sure fail dao can can..
if oni we have 48hrs every day..
loL~
today's trg is BORING..
already soo stress over studies le..
tot i could relax myself and hao hao enjoy durin trg..
but sadly..
go dere and be lyk models lyk that..
walk here walk dere pick balls..
its lyk we r not part of da team..
we r jus lyk strangers who VOLUNTEER to pick balls for dem while dey practise on their dui xing..
if i knew trg will be lyk tis..
i mite not haf went..
i could haf went home and study for my CT and CP..
at least that's more productive than picking balls..
all geared up for trg..
and den..
hais..
ur will never understand..
and da sight of that 'princess' smiling away..
reali irks me..
i noe im mean..
i noe i shld let bygones be bygones..
but i jus cant..
da sight of linli(someone whom i treat as a very good fren) and her playin and smiling away..
i reali kan bu shuang..
sighh~
i jus dunno why m i feelin tis way lahs..
mabi im insane..
ya.. mabi..
=(
save me out of tis misery!!!
-heaves a sigh of relief-
it feels good gettin it off my chest..
=)
im not that mean actuali..
check somebody else's blog..
thats col MEAN!
tsktsk..

*PS. ang moh not very good ya.. pardon me k.. hee..

2007-01-13T00:35:00.000-08:00

sighh~
its a rainy day agn..
skipped pm1 tutorial tis morn cos of da t0opid rain..
weather not good..
mood naturally wont be very good lohs..
siann..
today not a very good day i mus say..
went to school for gems..
wanted to take attendance jiu go le..
but cos we already late le..
so we tot go eat first den go in..
cos if we miss da first attendance takin period, goto wait till class end den can take agn..
our lesson is at 1..
we went in at abt 2.20..
wahaha~!
but in da end..
we got NO attendance..
cos we bu hao yi si go ask him mark ours..
kekez..
dumb rite?
anws, i din go for da site visit today..
LUCKILY~
rain soo heavily lohs..
soo muddy..
grins..
went to do my gems assignment..
due today..
i wrote on Qin Dynasty..
OMG!!
cant believe i did it..
and was late for vball..
cos da bus leavin at 5.30..
me, eyvonne and jiayi reach at 5.36..
and was scolded..
by our dear meimiao..
meimiao, if u r readin tis..
u reali xia dao me noe..
so fierce lohs..
i tot da uncle scold finish le jiu suan le..
den suddenly u say soo loud..
"late le still take ur tym to stroll here.. made us wait for ten mins and dunno how to apologise ah.. " (she said in mandarin)
made me cry u noe..
we reali ran to da bus lohs..
jiayi nearly fall also..
S-O-R-R-Y meimiao~!
next tym dun dare le..
kekez..
ohya, we won today..
vs nyp..
saw qi..
hee..
soo happy to see her..
hais..
miss those days in unity vball..
so bonded..
so happy..
so stressless..
come to ploy..
everything change le..
=(
exams in 2 wks tym..
SURE flunk de..
nxt tue and thur got match..
mon and wed got trgs..
how to study ne..
PLEASE dear god!!
DUN make me repeat my modules..

[[ rain rain go away.. ]]

2007-01-11T20:49:00.000-08:00

wat a 'wet' day today..
made me soo gloomy..
i DUN lyk rainy days..
din do for mbw tis morn..
cos i cldnt wake up..
hee..
not on purpose de..
cos last nite i do my bmt do till 3plus am..
so super tired!!
*yawns*
went to school for pm1..
but went to take attendance jiu left le..
cos meetin linli for lunch.. =)
wanted to go back for crs aft eatin de..
but today she gonna randomly pick one of da articles we've done and test us..
den hor..
all da articles is take frm linli de..
i also nv read dem before..
so if i go jiu die le..
hee..
den today's weather so perfect for sleepin noe..
went to SLEEP..
SHHUANG DAOoO~
wahahaha!
now da guys playin against sim..
tink dey'll win ba..
hee..
tmr WE VS NYP..
jiayou everybody!!
we'll win de..
hee..
*cheers*

he's soo busy that even ME wanna go out wif him..
also mus see his schedule..
wen free den gimme a tym slot..
not angry lahs..
jus a LITTLE bit bu shuang..
cos i oni got that few hrs lohs..
frens jiu got da whole nite..
-hmpfs-
unfair!
nxt tym i wan WHOLE day de..
loL~

` today's MINGLI's bdae.. HAPPY BDAE GAL~! =)

2007-01-10T01:20:00.000-08:00

i swear this is da last tym i try to create my blog..
yest i jus create one new de..
cos i forgot my password for my previous blog..
and now i forgot my username..
den cant sign in..
ARGHH!
how blurr can i get?
-faints-
anyways..
today is our first match for ivp..
sadly..
we lost..
again to TP..
=(
everyone wasnt reali performin..
all of us has put in so much effort and tym to train for this ivp..
first match oni..
dealt wif such a 'great blow'..
-sobs-
first game is always da most impt one..
if u can do well, u'll gain more confidence to cintinue playin for da followin matches..
sighh~
first tym saw huijun cry..
see le xin suan suan ne..
second match on fri..
shld b an easy game ba..
GO SP~! =)
guys plain aganist sim tmr..
jiay0u~! =)

hao ba..
goto go do my bmt le..
if not i sure die..
need to hand it in by this wk..

lots of love. =)