my life is lyk revolving ard studies and work for the past 1 and a half mths.. not that i dun lyk workin, its that, mon to fri, im studying.. mon and wed, ive got trgs.. sat and sun, im workin.. i hardly have tym for myself and my family.. its tiring! but still, for the money, i'll persevere.. =D another 1 more sem and im outta sp.. not reali veryy happy abt leavin actuali.. ha! did have the tinkin of purposely failing a module so that i can stay 1/2 or 1 more year.. lols.. kinda silly lahs.. i admit.. strangely, i no longer am angry with jiayi.. i dunno why eiether.. im suppose to be angry, mad, disappointed.. but i no longer feel that way.. im standing between forgiven and cldnt be bothered.. if only she's willing to take a step forward, i'll probably be standing at the frgiven side now.. but anyway, she still doesnt feel that she's at any wrong.. i doubt she'll aplogise either.. she even told jac that if i were to apologise sincerely agn, she'll forgive me.. after i heard that, i reali had the urge to lyk aplogise to her and drop this entire thingey.. this incident shldnt even have started in the first place.. its so err.. wrong, absurd, ridiculous! i wonder if sweetie pie will be angry with me if i were to aplogise not.. dilemma! sighs! nevertheless, im still disappointed with xvon.. its lyk, if u reali wanna be a NEUTRAL party den talk and act lyk one.. dun contradict urself and who's gonna suffer in the end? u! we never once left u out of anythin.. u were the one who make things be lyk wat it is today.. ure makin urself miserable and so stuck in between for god-knows-why! sighs! anyway, its over.. nth much to talk abt now too.. lookin forward to ivp! lols.. my last game in sp! haas.. i realise its been donkey years since i last had a heartfelt talk with someone.. haas..
