its been a long long tym since i last blog.. cos i forgot my username.. LOL our 1 mth holi is comin to an end soon.. din reali enjoy or play much.. cos of work.. sighhs! office job is reali not for me.. its dreadful to have to wake up at 6.15 in the morn and must reach the office before they play the "canon" song at 8.25.. and if i reach office after the song, im consider late.. -______-" its lyk training me for my morn lectures when sch starts.. LOL ive never been earli for any of my morn lectures.. but i actuali reach office at 8.15! even im surprise too.. haas.. if my aunt aint the assistant director.. and if it isnt cos the company is very particular abt punctuality.. i wldnt have reach soo earli.. i cld be strollin in the office between 8.25-8.30 not reach there at 8.15.. haas.. i dunno izit cos of my aunt.. but the ppl there aint giving me much things to do.. im reading newspapers, talkin on the phone, sms-ing, taking long toilet breaks or snacking most of the tym.. hmms.. its all the tym! haas.. ppl kip tellin me say i zhuan dao.. but i dun reali tink so lor.. imagine u have to worry abt having nth to do the whole day.. sit down there doin ur own stuffs, knowing that the others are very busy.. but u dunno how to help them.. neither did they approach u.. sian dia0~ but my colleagues are very nice ppl and they're super on the dot.. haas.. our lunch break is at 12.30.. and at 12.25, they'll start tellin me to get ready.. when the bell ring, they're off.. im always the last.. haas.. its the same when knockin off.. and they always talk abt tv dramas and idols.. grins.. luckily! if not i'll be bored to death.. haas.. well, somehow i manage to get into the top12 for the CLEO cover gal search 2007! though i dunno which issue will our pics be featured.. do support me ya! =D much thanks!
i jus dun understand why some ppl jus simplay cant let things go.. dun she tinks that she's making herself miserable? blockin and deleting me and jiahui's contacts in msn.. and saying that we're hypocrites behind our back.. showing us the black face and ignoring us during trg.. is this makin u feel any beta?? if it is, by all means.. continue doing so.. tot u say ure those very straightforward sort? u told me before that if uve got any bu shuang, u'll say out.. wats holdin u back now?? u feel irritated when ppl kip askin u wats wrong and showing their concern.. but me and jiahui din even utter a word.. and we're hypocrites.. im speechless! jiahui is still naively harbouring tots that one day u'll come to ur senses and realise that ure in the wrong too.. but sadly.. till now, u still insist that ure in no wrong.. we've known u for nearly 2 yrs.. we noe ur character.. and tym and tym agn, we accomodate, we let things go ur way.. fearing that u'll be unhappy and we dun wish to see u unhappy.. but wat have we get in return? u calling us hypocrites and saying that im guai lan.. if ure gonna continue tinkin this way, as if the whole world owes u a million dollars.. err.. nope, its as if the whole world have to do ur bidding.. suits u.. u'll never be happy this way, trust me! the only key to true happiness is to let go of all hatred, learn to forgive and forget.. NOT bite the hand that feeds u..
