its a boring day today.. gems was cancelled.. my grp and i were suppose to meet alvena sam for a discussion.. and was last min cancelled as well.. LOL luckily i din go for gems.. cos i on da phone with guihua last nite.. and we chatted till 1 plus.. and i cldnt wake up on tym this morn.. LOL by rite there's it lesson at 1.. but rene msged me at 11 plus and told me that she's not gg le.. it tempted me to not go too.. and.. i reali din go.. LOL cos i was watchin bb ji hua.. da show is super nice laahs.. da baby is super duper oh-my-god cute lor.. i reali wished he was mine! wahaha.. after da show i went to meet karis at lot1.. waa.. me and her supeerr long never meet le lor.. wahaha~ finali we meet.. we had ljs for lunch and went to walk ard.. its been quite sometym since i last"shop" ard lot1.. cos seriously.. there aint much to shop also.. hee.. we went to kiddy palace and were playin with those kids toys.. den she suddenly say she wish she was pregnant.. cos she want to have her own badly.. wahahaha~ afew yrs later.. i'll be her son/daugther's godmum.. and she'll be mine too.. grins.. i hope my first child will be a boy.. da second will be a gal.. in this way.. my daughter will have an odler brother to take care and look after her.. hee.. and our future house theme will be WINNIE THE POOH.. =D we're both winnie the pooh fanatics.. if its not bcos of our tight budget.. we wld have bought all da cute winnie da pooh stuffs we saw earlier on.. LOL a little exaggerating laahs.. but i reali wish someone will buy them all for me one day.. -bubbles bubbles- yest's trg was pretty hori-gible.. coach is not in a very good mood i guess.. we made one mistake only.. he gave those very bekcek face and walked over to lecture us.. kip repeating da same thing over and over agn.. *sighhs* hear le also bekcek.. but after that we played match.. he say that da team who lose will treat da winning team to swensens ice cream.. and we WON!! LOL finali sth to motivate us to play beta.. wahaha~ dar's there too.. but all he noe were sighs and shake head.. mus he always run me down lyk that.. why cant he say some nicer and encouraging stuffs? i reali m tryin very very hard to improve le.. even coach says i got improve le.. den why mus he kip sayin that we cannot make it or that "oh u playin ar.. sp sure lose liao.." first few tyms he say.. i can still treat it as he's joking and wont take it to heart.. i cld even joke back.. but he has said it lyk 1000000000 tyms since i noe him? to him.. im always lousy.. no matter wat i do.. or how hard ive tried.. i still cant meet his expectations.. *sighhs* its soo super disheartening.. and i never will hear anythin nice frm him.. he told me to work harder and prove him wrong.. i shall! EILEEN, JIAYOU~!