in my sweet sweet home.. hee.. today at work was tiring.. workload is piling up.. almost everyday has endless things to do.. poor colleagues.. anws.. RESULTS WILL BE OUT TMR! loL~! kan jiong spider.. i fear i'll fail my mbw and have to retake the module.. if this is reali da case.. den i'll have to take DOUBLE mbw.. cos ive chosen qs.. which means to say.. i'll have to do mbw for one more yr.. though im a little scare that i cant manage my modules and tym.. but i hadnt regret choosing that option.. i'll just have to work harder.. =) i tink i am slowly sinkin into depression.. shockin news to you?! haa.. it seems lyk i have endless probs to brood over and awaitin me to solve.. my morale, cheefulness, self confidence level is rapidly droppin.. wats da cause? ive no idea either.. no matter how hard i try to be how i used to be.. i just cant throw those unhappy thoughts away.. seriously.. i feel that i am more cheerful and carefree in da past.. i wont brood over things that im broodin now.. i know i reali have to change.. but how to.. ive been tryin and tryin.. to no avail.. kinda demoralizin noe.. i miss my frens.. asist me in findin my old self back.. will you?
