went shoppin wif my mummy jus now.. we went to lot1 lahs.. though lot1 has got many new open shops.. but still.. dere isnt much to shop.. its jus convenient.. cos ive got direct bus dere.. hee.. wanted to shop for my new year clothings de.. but sadly.. i din buy any.. bought myself a bag, new nail polish and a pair of ear rings.. hee.. after that jiu went home le.. last sat was zhu's bdae.. at first everything was going smoothly as planned de.. but sighh~! we din end da day very happily.. suan le.. its over and we've tok things out.. shall not tok abt it here.. =) anws.. he's away on a 4D3N outfield camp.. *misses* last sat nite.. we played tong xiao mahjong at his place.. and i LOST!!! and as usual.. he paid for me.. hee.. so nice of him.. made me soo guilty.. everytym bully him.. say those things i shldnt say.. and do those things he dun lyk me to do.. sighh~ wat kind of gf i m sia! jie send me an email.. it wrote.. which hurts most? sayin sth and wish u hadnt? or sayin nth and wish you had? the most important things are da hardest to say.. many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much.. for fear that da other person doesnt care as much, or even at all.. so thru tis post.. i wanna tell all my frens, my chab0rs and my zhu that.. I LOVE YOU ALL~! *muacks*